i had my doubts when sir alex ferguson bought wayne rooney for 27 million pounds...back then i was thinking...why should he be spending all that money when he has 4 strikers already?..why didn't he buy defenders?....today, after demolishing fenerbach 6-2, i remembered offence is a good defence... sir alex ferguson was an attacking minded manager...he likes to attack...that's why Man U won the Treble back in 1999...there was a blend of attacking and defending in the team...sir alex handled the attack..steve mclaren handled the defence...since steve mclaren left, the defence was lost...didn't know who to guard and what to do...but this season, ferdinand is back from suspension...that's a good news and to make it even better, rooney proved himself to be a hungrier striker than any other striker in the team...yeah...this will be a good season for united...in the beginning of the season, i thought Man U was losing their touch...but after the performance of the team, especially rooney when the handled fenerbach...Man U is back on track...watch out 'undefeated' arsenal and 'star studded" chelsea...Manchester United is back...thus.. the new era begins...
When DEPRESSION is KICKING IN or when the MOOD for writing HITS...THIS is my SANCTUARY...call IT what you want but this is my HAVEN..I can WRITE what I want, when I want and how I want to...
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
mengada2...
ari nih nak tulih dalam bahasa ibunda lak..sebab dah lama aku tak tulih B.M...so ni kira aku nak touch up balik aa..huhu...ari tu tengah aku selongkar friendster ada la satu post kat bulletin board aku yang bunyi dia camni....
1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang
bersedih,tetapi dia tidak
menitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang
menangis di dalam hatinya.
2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas
kamu menyakiti
hatinya,lebih
baik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan
hatinya semula sebelum kamu
menegur dengan ucapan maaf.
3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci
tentang orang yang paling
dia
sayang(sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati
bila hubungan itu putus
di
tengah jalan).
4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan
sorang lelaki,lelaki itu
akan
sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia
sedang keluar dengan
lelaki
lain.
5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung
tajam ke dalam
matanya,dia
akan cair seperti coklat!!
6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu
tidak tau macam mana nak
menerima pujian.
7. Ji! ka kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang
sukakan kamu separuh
mati,tolak
cintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab
ada satu semangat dalam
diri
wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat
keputusan,dia akan
lakukan
apa saja.
8. Sekiranya sorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri
darimu selepas kamu
tolak
cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya
kamu masih ingin
menganggap
dia sorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-
lahan.
9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka
rasa.Muzik,puisi,lukisan dan
tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan
isi hati mereka.
10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang
mereka ni lansung tak
berguna.
11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan
mood wanita.
12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam
diam memberikan
respon
positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui
telefon,si gadis akan bersikap
acuh
tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik
saja ganggang
diletakkan,dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan ! tak
sampai sepuluh
minit,semua
rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.
13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi
wanita.Jadi jangan
senyum
sebarangan.
14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah
mulakan dengan
persahabatan.Kemudian biarkan dia
mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.
15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu
alasan setiap kali kamu ajak
keluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak
berminat denganmu.
16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia
menghubungimu atau menunggu
panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk
memikatnya.
17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang
dirasakannya.Tanya dia sendiri!!
18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan
sering tertanya-tanya
kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.
19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang
paling romantik untuk
memikat
hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan
menyelak buku-buku
cinta.
20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar,benda
pe! rtama yang dicari
oleh
wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah
hatinya,kemudian
barulah
dirinya sendiri.
21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di
fikirannya tetapi lelaki
yang
dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat
teristimewa iaitu di
hatinya!!
22. Satu ucapan 'Hi' sahaja sudah cukup
menceriakan harinya.
23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang
sedang dia rasa dan lalui.
24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik
dengan mereka
semata-mata
nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.
25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur
dan kebahagiaan tanpa
sebarang kompromi.
26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang
cintakan mereka sepenuh
hati..
27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!
28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang
disayanginya mengadakan
surprise
buatnya(hadiah,bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan
romantis).Mereka akan rasa
terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai
setulus hati.Dengan i! ni
dia
tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.
29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang
ambil berat tentang mereka
dan
baik terhadapnya.So,kalau nak memikat wanita
pandai-pandailah...
30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita
kerana apa yang dia mahu
hanyalah
perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.
saje je nak post benda ni sebenornye..kuikuikui...aku rasa ada yang betulnya...tapi tak sumer aa kot...because ntah aa...nak kate betul..macam mengada-ngada je...bukan nak sangka buruk..tapi..betul ke pompuan mmg camni?....aku rasa takde aa kot...takde aa sampai ngada2 camni...aku rasa pompuan lebih cekal daripada apa yang disampaikan...pompuan senang cair?...tu aku rasa betul la kot kalo dah jumpa lelaki yg dia suka...lelaki pon senang cair gak...haiii..macam2 aa pompuan ni...takde lainnye pompuan ngan lelaki....setaraf je sumer....so...gadis2 dan wanita2 kat luar sana tu...jangan kata lelaki kena pandai jaga hati pompuan je...pompuan pon kena pandai jaga hati lelaki...sumer org berhati lembut...tak nak mengaku je sebenarnya...bukan pompuan je berhati lembut...lelaki ada gak...so..basically aku tak suka aa benda2 camni berlegar kat friendster ni....cam..menunjukkan lelaki tak pandai amik ati pompuan...aku tak tau aa..tapi mari sama2 kita renungkan...aku dah penin dah...cam lari dari topik je..hoho...saje je nak post panjang2 hehehe....
1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang
bersedih,tetapi dia tidak
menitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang
menangis di dalam hatinya.
2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas
kamu menyakiti
hatinya,lebih
baik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan
hatinya semula sebelum kamu
menegur dengan ucapan maaf.
3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci
tentang orang yang paling
dia
sayang(sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati
bila hubungan itu putus
di
tengah jalan).
4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan
sorang lelaki,lelaki itu
akan
sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia
sedang keluar dengan
lelaki
lain.
5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung
tajam ke dalam
matanya,dia
akan cair seperti coklat!!
6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu
tidak tau macam mana nak
menerima pujian.
7. Ji! ka kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang
sukakan kamu separuh
mati,tolak
cintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab
ada satu semangat dalam
diri
wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat
keputusan,dia akan
lakukan
apa saja.
8. Sekiranya sorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri
darimu selepas kamu
tolak
cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya
kamu masih ingin
menganggap
dia sorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-
lahan.
9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka
rasa.Muzik,puisi,lukisan dan
tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan
isi hati mereka.
10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang
mereka ni lansung tak
berguna.
11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan
mood wanita.
12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam
diam memberikan
respon
positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui
telefon,si gadis akan bersikap
acuh
tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik
saja ganggang
diletakkan,dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan ! tak
sampai sepuluh
minit,semua
rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.
13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi
wanita.Jadi jangan
senyum
sebarangan.
14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah
mulakan dengan
persahabatan.Kemudian biarkan dia
mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.
15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu
alasan setiap kali kamu ajak
keluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak
berminat denganmu.
16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia
menghubungimu atau menunggu
panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk
memikatnya.
17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang
dirasakannya.Tanya dia sendiri!!
18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan
sering tertanya-tanya
kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.
19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang
paling romantik untuk
memikat
hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan
menyelak buku-buku
cinta.
20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar,benda
pe! rtama yang dicari
oleh
wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah
hatinya,kemudian
barulah
dirinya sendiri.
21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di
fikirannya tetapi lelaki
yang
dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat
teristimewa iaitu di
hatinya!!
22. Satu ucapan 'Hi' sahaja sudah cukup
menceriakan harinya.
23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang
sedang dia rasa dan lalui.
24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik
dengan mereka
semata-mata
nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.
25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur
dan kebahagiaan tanpa
sebarang kompromi.
26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang
cintakan mereka sepenuh
hati..
27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!
28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang
disayanginya mengadakan
surprise
buatnya(hadiah,bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan
romantis).Mereka akan rasa
terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai
setulus hati.Dengan i! ni
dia
tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.
29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang
ambil berat tentang mereka
dan
baik terhadapnya.So,kalau nak memikat wanita
pandai-pandailah...
30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita
kerana apa yang dia mahu
hanyalah
perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.
saje je nak post benda ni sebenornye..kuikuikui...aku rasa ada yang betulnya...tapi tak sumer aa kot...because ntah aa...nak kate betul..macam mengada-ngada je...bukan nak sangka buruk..tapi..betul ke pompuan mmg camni?....aku rasa takde aa kot...takde aa sampai ngada2 camni...aku rasa pompuan lebih cekal daripada apa yang disampaikan...pompuan senang cair?...tu aku rasa betul la kot kalo dah jumpa lelaki yg dia suka...lelaki pon senang cair gak...haiii..macam2 aa pompuan ni...takde lainnye pompuan ngan lelaki....setaraf je sumer....so...gadis2 dan wanita2 kat luar sana tu...jangan kata lelaki kena pandai jaga hati pompuan je...pompuan pon kena pandai jaga hati lelaki...sumer org berhati lembut...tak nak mengaku je sebenarnya...bukan pompuan je berhati lembut...lelaki ada gak...so..basically aku tak suka aa benda2 camni berlegar kat friendster ni....cam..menunjukkan lelaki tak pandai amik ati pompuan...aku tak tau aa..tapi mari sama2 kita renungkan...aku dah penin dah...cam lari dari topik je..hoho...saje je nak post panjang2 hehehe....
Monday, September 27, 2004
arghh!!!
had 'that' dream again last night....damn...it has been 3 times this week...this can't be happening...it's becoming more frequent...i don't feel like that anymore....why does it have to appear in my dreams???....arghhh...the dreams are becoming clearer and clearer every passing day...i don't know what this means...but maybe i do...it's just i don't want to believe it....
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
ganbate ne iruhamu san!!!...
yess...i just figured out a way to catch up on my studies...and it was a great plan...my mom suggested it though...oh, well...that's my mom for you...never know what she has in store for her children...thing are getting a little bit easier since i changed my study habit..now i have more time playing video games!!!...nah..why play video games when you could sleep early at night...yokatta!!...i slept at 10 last night and it was really refreshing waking up...and i already submitted my lab report for physics...eventhough it was due tomorrow...wahahaha...that's a new record for me...i hope Kevin will give me the extra point that he promised...because i need that..i'm not doing to well on my lab report..hehe...that's all for now...time to read the physics textbook(urgghh!!)....heh..
Friday, September 17, 2004
Bored...
hey..nuthin to do..just wanna post sumthing just before my EECS 233 class..well..nuthin much to say actually...just that i just finished my physics test and it was like getting tortured by Hitler of sumthing...it was damn hard!!...well, there is another three tests for me next week...ENGR200 and MATH 223 whinch is both on the same day..damn..why did they have to schedule the tests like that?...and EECS 233 which i have no idea when the test is going to be...well..let's just hope that i have the time to study for all the subjects..heh.
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Monday, September 13, 2004
Sunday, September 12, 2004
stupid, dumbshit, god damn, mutherf***er...
sitting in front of the computer and doig nothing...that's my typical saturday night for you...tonight is sooo boring i could die of boredom....went to lake eerie...whoops..erie today for the Camar picnic...just a typical malay picnic...people came late...eating as much as you want...play games that could get your shirt dirty and stuff...cool...but...something was not right at the end of the picnic..suddenly felt that i have lost something....usually i would not care if i lost something...hey..i've lost so much things in life that i just couldn't be bothered anymore....one of my esteemed collegues is going to leave CASE...yet again...Hamzah is already gone...damn...felt like i lost a big brother there for a while...i didn't even had a chance to say goodbye....feels like my life is crumbling...alas..the one that i could talk to has gone back...i think that i'm being pulled back into the abyss yet again...just felt weird that time after the picnic..i don't know why....and some absurd stupid asshole fucker had the nerv to crack up a stupid joke at the wrong place and the wrong time...it's fortunate that i was taught by my father not to strike the first blow....if not....i would have ripped his tongue out of his fowl mouth...don't need to mention who....
i know everyone looks at me as a nice, likes to swear(heh..) and helpful mr. gentleman....but...people don't know what i've been through...not hell...because that's the worst case scenario....more like 200 spaces from hell..or more...if everyone wants me to be mean...i could...if everyone want me to be a slapstick comedian who talks bad things about his friends i would...i could be the nicest, gullible guy..if you let me...but i could also be a dangerous inconsiderate asshole as well....if someone pisses me off really bad(i'm not easy to piss off)...
heh..suddenly thought about my father...great man...never hurts anyone..not even a fly...that's my mother's job...i don't get how he could be so calm and how he could spread the calmness around...after he passed away...i started smoking...heh..told everyone i smoked since form 1....i lied....since standard 3 actually...but i quitted when i was form 1...then started again when my great-granma passed away...she was one of a kind too...106 years old(i guess)...she help me through a lot...gave me a ton of advice...and i'm still holding on to them...
i'm in a state of desperation here....feels like i could not breath here anymore...but hey...what do i expect?..this is college...live through it...people say that the best stage of life is in college or university..but to me...the best stage of life is high school...heh...never had a dull moment when i'm in high school...
~you can treat me like shit, but i'm still gonna treat you as a friend~
i know everyone looks at me as a nice, likes to swear(heh..) and helpful mr. gentleman....but...people don't know what i've been through...not hell...because that's the worst case scenario....more like 200 spaces from hell..or more...if everyone wants me to be mean...i could...if everyone want me to be a slapstick comedian who talks bad things about his friends i would...i could be the nicest, gullible guy..if you let me...but i could also be a dangerous inconsiderate asshole as well....if someone pisses me off really bad(i'm not easy to piss off)...
heh..suddenly thought about my father...great man...never hurts anyone..not even a fly...that's my mother's job...i don't get how he could be so calm and how he could spread the calmness around...after he passed away...i started smoking...heh..told everyone i smoked since form 1....i lied....since standard 3 actually...but i quitted when i was form 1...then started again when my great-granma passed away...she was one of a kind too...106 years old(i guess)...she help me through a lot...gave me a ton of advice...and i'm still holding on to them...
i'm in a state of desperation here....feels like i could not breath here anymore...but hey...what do i expect?..this is college...live through it...people say that the best stage of life is in college or university..but to me...the best stage of life is high school...heh...never had a dull moment when i'm in high school...
~you can treat me like shit, but i'm still gonna treat you as a friend~
Sunday, September 5, 2004
what the $#%@!!!
arghh!!...my ankle and knee hurts like hell..just finished playing basketball at North side...i hope it's not the old injury...or i'll be a cripple..literally...damn..why does this has to happen now?...arghh...hurts like hell!!!....i guess i just have to rest it for the rest of the weekend...but being a stubborn lad like myself..#^@% it..i'll play anytime...
bought a new basketball...a nice one too...the grip is incredible...well..no use talking about the ball when this blogger is about me right?...didn't do much today..went to eat at jet's house...played soccer(well...not really)....played a little b.ball....and still didn't do my data structure assignment...arghh..what's happening..sigh...alright...i guess that's it for now...want to go eat something...i'm really, really hungry....
bought a new basketball...a nice one too...the grip is incredible...well..no use talking about the ball when this blogger is about me right?...didn't do much today..went to eat at jet's house...played soccer(well...not really)....played a little b.ball....and still didn't do my data structure assignment...arghh..what's happening..sigh...alright...i guess that's it for now...want to go eat something...i'm really, really hungry....
Friday, September 3, 2004
arghh!!!!...my brain is f**king fried!!!!
damn!..it's hard being a CASE student!!...(but it's worth it...trust me)...too many homeworks, assignments and projects to do and not to mention the exam's difficulty level...just finished my physics hw...well..not actually finished yet..but that could be resolved later...hmm...planning to go to cedar point this weekend...please let it be a pleasant trip...not like the last time i went there...argghh!!my head is like going to explode with all this assignments...thank god that monday is a day off...
the only good thing about returning to CASE this fall is that i had already resolved my relationship problem...if you could call it a problem...no more staring at something and saw her face...nope...yes sir..i'm in control of my sane mind right now...thanks to the workload and some high volumed system of a down tracks...well...i hope that this semester will move smoothly..not like the last...hopefully..
the only good thing about returning to CASE this fall is that i had already resolved my relationship problem...if you could call it a problem...no more staring at something and saw her face...nope...yes sir..i'm in control of my sane mind right now...thanks to the workload and some high volumed system of a down tracks...well...i hope that this semester will move smoothly..not like the last...hopefully..
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