Saturday, December 25, 2004

Winter Break (part 1)

aduh...kronik sangat dah nih sampai tak tau ari ni apa....takpe2...bole lagi check...uikkk...chrismas dah..aduh..lagi berapa ari lagi nak stat klas dah..bosan tul..cam tak wat apa2 je break nih...tetiba rasa cam nak tulih blog lak ari nih...dah lama tak tulih katakan...nak kata apa pasal winter break nih yek?..tak tau aa...asik tengok prince of tennis je ari2...bosan la plak...nak stadi...aduh...nama pon break..malas la plak...nak men game baru perasan ddr takde...org seberang jalan pinjam..nasib baik ada NFSU 2..kalo tak mmg boring aa duduk sinih..fizik kena repeat...aduh...tensen tul..tu nak repeat 200 lagi tu..arghh..malas tul repeat2 nih...tapi nak wat camana...org sumer stadi ko gi layan anime..aduh...camana nih...takpe aa..kate org jepun ganbate kudasai...kata org melayu berusahalah..kata org putih lak don't give up...haiii...entahlah...dunia2..

~nuff said~

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Fall Semester Summary- (Final Part)

well..today it is official. i finally finished this horrible semester..arghh....everything that i resolve at the beginning of the semester has not been achieved...well some of them have been but not all...finally i could just sit back and reboot my head and upload a brand new set of data. need to get fresh new data quickly. so how can i reboot my head? playing video games 24/7 that's how. but we will start on that tomorrow. today, we have to clean up and check out of staley...yippee!!!...

see you in 2 to 3 week's Staley..

~nuff said~

Monday, December 13, 2004

woo woo woo...apa tu?

ceh...tomorror is physics day...yeyyy!!!...damn it.... i have a physics exam tomorrow and instead of studying i'm writing this wonderful little plain blog of mine..heh. i hope that i don't f**k up on the exam tomorrow. argghh, this physics exam is giving me quite a headache..

i don't know why, but i had been getting these awful migrains since last week. mainly after i wake up from sleep. hmm, maybe i'm stressed out because of these exams...but it is getting frequent..well, there's always tylenol, aspirin and other stuff that i could take to relieve it..

really getting into slow songs right now. again, i don't know why. can't say love is in the air. it's winter for crying out loud!..not spring.

in a few days time i will be transformed into a gaming and hibernating monster. if you could spot me out in the wilderness, that is a very rare occasion in this coming winter break. so, don't bet on seeing me outside...because i'm staying in baby!!...no matter what...( but if you could temp me with sumthing then that's a different story :) )

~nuff said~

Tuesday, December 7, 2004

べんきょうしましょ!!

aduh..penat gak aa stadi...dah naik tensen satu badan dah stadi benda tak paham nih...ni baru abes stadi jepun..ada yang tak hafal lagih nih...tu blom 233 lagik...aduss...semenjak dua menjak nih cam ramai la plak yang dah nak berenti tulih blog...haiii...aku?...ntah aa...aku rasa selagi hati ni bole lagi rasa tak pueh ati pastu kepala ni asyik ada benda je nak terluah, aku tak berenti kot..tengok keadaan aa...aku dah kate dah dulu...aku tulih blog not for fun and games...blog is somewhere where i let out my feelings and no one and i mean no ONE will ever say anything...these are MY thoughts and MY opinions...pendapat2 yang aku maleh (and kadang2 takut)..nak luahkan terang2...bukan takut penakut...takut benda yang aku nak kate tu menyakitkan ati org...so maleh aa nak luahkan pakai mulut...lain plak jadinya kang...so the thing is...this blog sebenarnya bukan utk tatapan umum..tapi kalo dah terjumpa tuh...jgn la pulak bengang ngan aku kalo aku tulih sumthing yang menyinggung perasaan...tapi, sebelum tu..try aa pikir apsal aku tulih camtu...don't just see it from your perspective...see it from other perspectives as well...kalo nak aku tulih ikut sodap hang je, tak dapek aa..

so..aku takkan berenti tulih...sebab kepala aku akan sentiasa tensen dan blog ni adalah aku nyer haven aa kira...tempat utk aku membuang segala masalah yang menimpa...utk aku baca balik bile aku dah jadi bapak org sok...pastu geleng kepala...bermasalah gak aku ni dulu..heh...nak kate blog ni aku nyer diary tak aa kot...sebab aku tak tulih hari2...pastu aku tulih pendapat, bukan benda yang aku dah buat...so kira personal journal aa...so, sesape yang rasa dah muak ngan blog aku silalah berenti baca skarang...takde benda menarik pon...takde nye aku nak tulih aku minat si polan binti si polan...pastu aku buat ni..pastu buat tu...takde nyer...aku tulih benda yang aku tak pueh ati je kat sinih...tapi kalo korang nak teruskan baca...silakan...jgn kate aku tak warning...kalo hangin dengan apa aku tulih..mintak mahap byk2 dulu aa kot...tapi aku tulih atas sebab nak release tensen...bukan nak kutuk..ok?..wallahualam...

~nuff said~

Thursday, December 2, 2004

Fall 2004 Summary (Part 2) - Volley IM

aduh..kalah doh volley IM...but it's ok...dapat aa jugak pengalaman sket...ok gak aa team co-rec main tadi tapi ada aa jugak beberapa points yang bole buat coach volley MCKK 2001 menyirap(hangin)...but, at least dapat aa memupuk women players...so, kira kita win2 situation aa..takpe2...next year bleh main lagi...skarang target midwest lak..pompuan main dah ok dah..especially Lia ngan Pari aa...tapi mintak mahap la ye bagi pihak lelaki...nak aje gi amik bola tu bebudak laki ni..haiii tak trust langsung kat korang...kesian gak aa..kalo aku dah lama dah malas nak men..so kesabaran korang mmg aku kagumi aa..terkilan gak aku sebenonyer tadi...dah aa terkocoh2 buat lab...nak main punya pasal...last2 duduk tepi je cam monyet bukit bendera tunggu kacang...aduh..takpe aa...it's not my call..kalo kapten suruh kuar aku kuar je..manalah tau..ten nampak aku tak bersemangat ke..tak fokus ke..aku mana tau..so it's his decision aa...lagi satu...semenjak dua menjak ni ada aa telinga aku ni terdengar yang open boys tu apsal first six midwest main?..kate nak bagi pendedahan la...apa la...mmg aa nak bagi pendedahan...tapi masalah nye...yang datang awal, first six jugak...yang bersemangat nak men, first six jugak...yang mmg commitedlah org kate, first six jugak...yang fokus ngan serius time main, first six jugak...mana tak first six main?...ko taknak bagi first six main?...dedikasi aa sket..ni pakai taram je dig bola...tak tau mintak aa sesape ajar..contoh paling best mintak ajar munsip..mmg baguih aa munsip mintak syed ajar...dah bole spike dah mamat tuh...dig je terkantoi2 lagi...tanya sesape...bukan nye kedekut ilmu pon..mmg kitaorg nak bagi pendedahan supaya time midwest nanti RAMAI sub BOLE main volley...kalo yang nak men IM tuh budak bola je sumer mmg aa kitaorg cam serba salah je...apsal bagi budak bola main..sedangkan dah tau diaorg nanti time midwest mesti men bola nyer..so last2 yang men time midwest nanti first six jugak....kitaorg nak training gak...nak pengalaman gak...jgn pikir korang je yang nak pengalaman dan pendedahan...aku kalo nak tulih benda2 yang aku tak pueh ati mmg panjang..aku maleh nak tulih...kesimpulannya...

sumer nak main ikut stail sendiri tak dapat aa..org lain mungkin ada pandangan yang berlainan...tapi kalo ikut peraturannya...ikut kate kapten volley aa..kalo dia suruh first six main...first six aa main...ari tu sumer first six main bukan tanak bagi bebudak lain main..bukan...jgn salah faham..kitaorg nak menang byk sebab senang aa time playoff..takde aa first game kalah teruk..lawan team senang...susah sangat ke nak paham...bukan susah pon..simple playoff rooster aa..yang first lawan yang last...

tapi...apa2 pon, byk gak aa pengalaman yang dapat dalam IM volley nih..pengalaman baik tu simpan..buat tauladan...yang tak baik tuh..buang aa jauh2...jgn simpan dalam hati...tu sebab aku tulih benda nih..aku tanak simpan...kang meletup tak tentu pasal...sape susah?...yang buat lawak bodo kat aku yang susah...dah...apa2 hal...volleyball IM Fall 2004 mmg lagi besh dari tahun lepas...korang sumer bleh buat...yang first six tuh mmg dah terer dah..yang men pendedahan tuh pon dah terer...kena train nak kawal je...byk plak aku melalut...dah..abes..

~nuff said~