london trip

ohoi...apa nak citer pasal london nih..baru berapa hari kat sini..semalam shopping gile babi ramai kat oxford street...ramai jugak melayu kat london ni yek? pusing mana2 jek melayu, melayu, melayu...hahaha...

ok sebenornyer..mmg takde benda aku nak tulih pon..tapi satu je aa kot benda interesting...tapi cam..ala..cam nothing much pon sebenornyer..malas aa nak citer..huhu..bosan jek..nanti aku citer kat sini kang org kate aku jakun..hahaha..biasa je sebenornyer..nuthin special pon..just seemed interesting to me aa..sape nak tau nanti balik US aku bagitau aa..hoho

tak tau aa nak beli souvenir apa utk korang...nak beli key chain aku rasa asik key chain jek..aku pon naik boring..hoho..hmm..any suggestions? aku belikan korang t-shirt aa ok akk? ok aa kot..hoho..

sape dapat seratus aku belanja apa2 kurang 20 bucks..

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=051223163328-853561

ohisashiburidesu!!!

been a long time since i've updated this blog. not that i've forgot about it, but it's been very VERY busy for me to update the blog. never had the time to do it. well, now with all the finals out of the way, only the circuits finals is left. arghh. can't wait to go to London. finally i can just sit back and relax without having to worry abotu anything. yeah!!! come on wednesday!!! wohoo!!

nothing much to write down actually. everyday was just work, work, work. just got a decent bath today. it's been three days without bathing man. even i don't like the way i smell. hahahaha!! thinking of playing basketball a little bit later. well guess that's it for now. FYI, ISCSTAY. heh...for future references..

~nuff said~

manusia..manusia..

adoii..tolong aa jangan buat aku camni...aku dah cukup dah problem bertimbuntimbun sem nih...jangan aa cuba tambahkan problem aku kat sini..dammit aa..apasal ko tak puas hati ngan aku? aku ada buat apa kat ko weih?...aku tak penah sakitkan ati org..sakitkan hati sendiri aku penah aa..org lain nyer hati aku jaga oo..apa salah aku sampai ko sanggup buat benda bodoh tak masuk akal camni? haa? ingat abes lawak aa ko buat benda nih? ko tak rasa bersalah ke aa? dammit aa..tak puas hati kita one on one aa..kalo aku jumpa ko siap aa..mulut aku takkan cakap apa2 aa..tangan ngan kaki aku jek yg bersuara nanti..serius shit..aku dah aa tengah tensen nih..ko tambahkan lagi tensen aku..siap aa..kalau aku tau sape..mmg nahas aa ko..ko ingat aku byk bersabar benda camni aku bole let go aa? no way man..kalo ko buat benda nih kat aku..aku bole bersabar lagi..tapi buat benda nih kat member2 aku mmg teruk aa aku kerjakan nanti..

~nuff said~

apasal ntah?

uish...lama gak dah tak post apa2 kat sinih..haha...thanksgiving yg paling sampah aku rasa..tapi sampah sampah pon tetap rasa bersyukur aku datang ke case nih...haha..walaupon keje byk cam sial..assignment bertimbun cam gunung, tapi hati sentiasa riang dan gembira..takleh nak describe aa apa yg aku rasa kat case nih kat sini selama 4 hari thanksgiving nih..walaupon presentation due ari selasa, speech jepun due besok 301 due ari jumaat..aku still bole ilek jek..hahaha..sume disebabkan oleh member2 aku yg best..hahaha...best giler weih..walaupon aku rasa dulu aku silap pilih university...sejuk aa, susah aa apa aa macam2 masalah..tapi aku rasa sume tuh dah tak relevant lagi sebab aku ada member2 yg best..hahaha...

hmph..

fuck global..aku dah naik malas dah..3 credit hours ekk...hmmm..ala ok jek..bior aa..buat jek last minit nanti biasa aa...heh..go fuck yourself..

hari sabtu yg akan rasa pendek...

okeh first and formost semalam game basket best, lepak ngan bebudak nih kat arabica best gak, balik tido mimpi best gak..ari nih bangun awal bole buat sumthin best gak..sat agi gi umah elyas makan free best agi..huhu..asik benda best jek weekend nih..aku tau aa ari2 lain akan cam sial..hahahahaha...

anyway, aku seperti biasa mempunyai pelbagai masalah yg malas aku nak explain kat sini..cakap jer apa jenis masalah..sumer penah aku lalui..kekadang tensen...kekadang senang plak nak handle..tapi yg pasti selalunya sakit ati aa bile ada problem...sebagai sorang lelaki standard aa aku ada pride sendiri nak solve my own problem..kalo sendri punya problem takleh solve...camana nak tulun org lain macha? diri sendiri pon tunggang terbalik..tapi dalam kepala aku dah set dah..kalo teruk sangat member ada beb..dun worry..member ko kat sini ada jek..susah2 simpan dalam dah aa..pastu main basket kita lepaskan sumer..hohoho...

tapi masalah yg paling aku tak pueh ati aa..serius..org kate aku sombong...kalo ko penah borak ngan aku sepatah dua kate tak kisah aa ko nyer perception kan...nih satu patah apa pon tak cakap..tegur sekali pon idak...pastu kate aku pulak sombong? haii jgn camtu macha...tak baik oo..kenal aa org tuh dulu beb..(by the way nih citer lama takde kena mengena ngan masa kini..saje je tengah bosan..)...nih main taram jer blacklist sombong..sedih doh aku kena blacklist sombong..perumpamaan dia macam org lawa kena blacklist buruk tau tak? hahahaha...kira cam satu benda yg unacceptable aa...dah nampak terang2 dah dia tu lawa..tapi org blacklist buruk..camana tuh?..haaa..aku kira camtu aa...dah terang2 aku bukan sombong...tapi org blacklist aku sombong...camana tuh? aku rasa org yg blacklist aku tuh tak baca kot blog nih..so persetankan dia aa..aku mmg dari dulu tak pueh ati..tapi dalam hati..tak baik..bior jer..sabo2..know the person first aa...tau aa ko mmg susah nak kenal personality org dalam sekali pandang..buat aa byk kali pandang..jgn aa berlagak skali pandang bole tau org tuh camana..aku siap bagi salam lagi kat ko..ko bole kate aku sombong?..arghhh...go to hell aa weii!!!!

-cerita nih dah lama berlalu..tak tau aa asal sekarang dia timbul balik..sebab ada org skarang yg lebey kurang perangai o=kot..entahlah..pikir2 sendiri aa..satu pengajaran penting aa.."Don't judge a book by it's cover"..aku tau aa cover aku buruk dah koyak2 sumer..tapi citer aku sumer best2..hahahahahaha

~nuff said~

walaupon kalah..tp aku tau sebenarnya kita menang..

haii..tu aa hakikatnya..aku tak tau aa betui ke idak..tapi rasa cam betul jek..tapi nak buata camana..dah kalah tu kalah je aa..huhu..siot aa BME..kalo betul aa diorg tukar skor tuh..eiii..geram siot..referee pon satu..dah call tak kena net takyah aa tukar suka ati camtu..kena pressure sket pon dah give up ke?..wtf ref..kalo takut takyah aa jadik ref..ref pompuan gak macho..haii malu aku sebagai lelaki..

but seriously i think we played a better game than them aa..walaupon ada gak serba silap sana sini..cthnya serve aku asik tak jadik jek..tensen aa nih..kalo serve jadik tadik tukar aa skor byk mana pon..menang gak nyer..hahahahahaha...

~nuff said~

aisey..dunno what to say aa...hit the jackpot aa org kate..

You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

feeling really humble and blessed

Happy Aidilfitri to all Muslims around the world..today i'm feeling really blessed because eventhough i didn't went for Aidilfitri prayer (which i regret) i did get the oppurtunity to see a spectacular sunrise this morning and i got high marks for an exam that i thought i was going to fail...ahh..there is nothing better than this feeling..but really want to go back and celebrate Aidilfitri with my family. miss them so much.

But tonight, i need to do tons of assignments..huhu. enjoy the moment until it ends which is exactly another 2 hours or so..hehe

~nuff said~

huhu..not to brag or anything...hahahaha

TAURUS
Aggressive. freak in bed. rare to find. loves
being in long relationships. Likes to give a good
fight for what they want.
Extremly outgoing. Outstanding kisser.


~nuff said. period.~

adeh..tak tau aa apa nak jadi ngan aku skarang nih...homework skarang dah rasa cam nak tanak jek buat..kelas dah tak gi..sampah giler hidup nih...arghhh...camana nih..global issue tak baca apa lagi..selasa nih nak hantar dah essay..buku 450 mukasurat tak baca lagik..serius aa..worst come to worst mmg tak antar aa global issue nih..tak tau dah nak buat apa..i'm already fed up..biar aa apa nak jadik..jadik..

~nuff said~

tensen tensen tensen 10 cents?

waaa...kehidupan yang semakin cam sampah..ari nih tak gi klas apa pon..210 pon tak gi..nasib baik takde quiz..argghh..apa nak jadik nih?

di kala depresi menyelubungi diri..huhu

12. You'll read his/her IMS over and over
again...

11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with
him/her...

10. You'll feel shy whenever you're with him/her...

9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat
faster and faster...

8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no
reason.

7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other
people around you...you can only see that person...

6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.

5. He/She becomes all you think about.

4. You'll get high just by their smell...

3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to
yourself
when you think about them..

2. You'll do anything for him/her...

1. While reading this, there was one person on
your mind the whole time

nande? rukia-chan? doshitedesukayo?

aaa..aku tau aa rukia nih comel tapi asal amik personality test sama ngan dia nih?..waa..kalo Kurosaki Ichigo ker..Chado ker...Kuchiki Byakuya ker...Rukia-chan jugak sama cam aku..hahaha...lawak siot..

~nuff said~

how to tell that someone likes you..( dikala tension terlambat bangun...)

> > Guys:
> > 1. She makes eye contact and smiles at you.
> > 2. She calls you for homework....A LOT.
> > 3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
> > 4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
> > 5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I
> > like!" with a big smile on her face.
> > 6. She asks you who you like or who you would go
> > out with seemingly interested.
> > 7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your
> > friends and she is almost always next to you.
> > 8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
> > 9. She knows your WHOLE families name, (including
> > your dog).
> > 10. She knows stuff about you like your birthday,
> > eye color, favorite color,screen name, favorite food, favorite band, what music you like,
> > and favorite sport.
> > 11. Her friends outside of school and in school
> > know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
> > 12. She knows your phone number and address.
> > 13. She will try and talk, and spend time with
you as much as possible.
> > 14. She teases you a lot.
> > 15. Looks for you at recess.



> > Girls:
> > 1. His snow ball hits you, (but not in the face).
> > 2. He threw away his laser pointer after you told
> > him you think they promote random acts of
> > violence.
> > 3. After asking you to sign his year book, he
> > wrote, "How come we never hang out?" in yours.
> > 4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mom that day she
> > picked you up from school.
> > 5. He blew off his buds to go see "Run Away
> > Bride" with you cuz you couldn't get another
> > girl pal to go and didn't want to goalone.
> > 6. Forgot your gloves? You can wear his.
> > 7. His voice gets softer ("Hey, you") when ever
you two talk.
> > 8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
> > 9. You where invited by him to a group outing.
> > 10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
> > 11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do snort
> > sometimes. Which makes you laugh even harder.
> > 12. He remembers little things you mention in
> > casual conversation.
> > 13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
> > 14. He asks you to dance with him.
> > 15. He tries to sit next to you a lot and talks
> > to you in class.
> > 16. He touches, complements, and uses ure stuff.
> > 17. He buys u stuff.
> > 18. He pays attention to you when u are doing a presentation.
> > 19. He tries to follow you.
> > 20. His friends tease you about what a couple
> > you and him are.

sabishii aki yasumi?..umm..shiranaiyo..

ahhh...best nyer dua mala nih..rasa cam hilang jek sumer masalah....kan? kan? hahahaha.. adeh..penin kepala..hmm..besok nak buat apa tak tau dah..haha..basuh baju kot..takde baju dah nih..hehe. haii..biler ler aku nak dapat laptop aku nih.. kena up to date kan lagi..macam nak download nih..huhu..takpe2..kalo dapat ari selasa best gak..byk masa nak dl benda nih..

haii..tapi tu aa..walopon malam nih ngan semalam bole ilang problem cam tu jek..nanti problem lain bole gak datang tak kira masa..ye aa malang tak berbau kata org...i'm already tired..biarlah aku rest jap..selamat malam..nak layan Dave Chapelle..heh

~sabishii hito kun terebi o mitai desuyo~

hati yang semakin tak keruan

Mein Tumse Pyar Karta Hoon
Ich liebe Dich
Je t'aime
Ti amo
Kimi o ai shiteru

same meaning different languages..can you guess what it means?

~nuff said~

sabishii aki yasumi o hajimetekudasai...

aaa..stat dah fall break..akhirnya..bole lepak2 sat..heh..kejap jek kot..nak buat apa ntah fall break nih? aku pon tak tau. nak kate stadi, tak kot. nama pon break. tadik MSD datang. dapat aa makan best sket malam nih. ye aa. bilik pon dah takde benda nak masak dah nih. besok nak berbuka apa pon aku tak tau. air paip jek kot..ahahaha. giler sedih buka minum air kosong jer. anyway bought a new laptop. i think sampai dalam next week kot. ok aa ada laptop baru. takde aa asik kacau zarip jek nak berchatting ngan awek dia. huhu. tebal muka siot asik pakai computer dia jek. rasa cam nak kemas2 sket bilk nih. bersepah nak mati. aku tau aku mmg pengotor pon. tapi sampai aku pon naik tak tahan. apa citer. haha.

arghh...nak buat apa ntah besok. lepak umah elyas aa kot. takde benda nak buat. ingat cam nak gi downtown ke apa ker. ntah aa. cam jumpa spot menarik kat downtown bole lepak2. layan blues jap ker. sejak akhir2 nih lama gak aku tak layan jiwe aku nih. kekadang layan best jugak. tapi kalo selalu layan bahaya gak. nanti satu keje pon tak jadik. miss my family aa. gile apa nak dekat setahun tak jumpa. camana aa anak buah jagaan aku tuh. ari tuh dengar dia cakap first time. lawak jek dengar haha. nak balik kampung aa..waaa. kampung aku best. byk awek cun. ye ker? tak kot. kalo ada pon dah berpunya dah. nak balik. nak balik. arghhh. tensen aku duduk sini. kalo ada punching bag seketul ok gak. nak letak mana tak tau la plak. hmm..tengok2 aa nanti. serius nak beli satu.. bole release sket tensen. nak men basket pon bebudak nih kekadang bz. lagipon mana ada ramai minat men basket dah. sumer men bola jek. aku dah aa kaki bangku. bukan terer pon men bola. port lepak pon dah makin kurang dah. nak lepak mana pon. arabica? ceh..takde dah yg nak lepak arabica skarang. takde kick aa cam dulu arabica...adeh. makin lama rasa cam makin sunyi la plak case nih. takde hiburan langsung. ada tuh ada aa. tapi cam dah naik muak aa ngan ps2 aku.. takde gam baru sumer. nak beli game baru al maklum ler ongkosnya takde. haii..nasib2. waa..takde sape ker nak dengar rintihan hati aku nih? blog nih jek kot. ceh, tulih jek bukan blog nih nak balas balik. ahahaha..okeh aa..tidoq aa kot..besok bermulanya sabishii aki yasumi aku..

oyasuminasai minna

~nuff said~

Melayu oh Melayu

aku seorang yang bangga dengan bangsaku sendiri. dalam masa 48 tahun bumiku merdeka, Malaysia telah menjadi salah satu negara yang membangun dengan pesat. tapi dalam rasa bangga dengan kejayaang negara, adakalanya terluka juga hati anak watan Melaka ini. walaupun kita telah merdeka, tapi lihatlah tingkah laku anak malaysia sekarang. bermacam2 kerenah dan salah laku yang berlaku. apakah kita sudah lupa dari mana asal usul kita? adakah kita lupa yang dahulu nenek moyang kita pertahankan negara hingga ke titisan darah yang terakhir. tetapi, apakah yang dilakukan oleh generasi kita sekarang untuk membalas jasa mereka? benar, ada segelintir daripada kita yang menghargai pengorbanan mereka itu. segelintir daripada kita telah menunjukkan kepada dunia yang anak Malaysia boleh melakukan apa sahaja. tapi, kenapa hanya segelintir?..kenapa tidak semua? apakah kita fikir, merdeka sekali akan merdeka selama-lamanya? jangan berfikir begitu wahai anak jati Malaysia. seperti kata Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad, perjuangan kita belum lagi selesai. walau betapa hebat pun kita di mata dunia perjuangan kita masih lagi belum selesai. walaupun teknologi negara semakin berkembang maju, mengapa adab dan tata susila kita semakin menurun. apakah adab dan tata susila itu bayaran untuk membangunkan negara? tidak! kita harus menjaga adab dan tata susila kita. because that's who we are. adab dan tata susila adalah sesuatu yang penting dalam hidup seorang anak Malaysia. seperti kata Hang Tuah, takkan melayu hilang di dunia. benar, melayu tidak akan hilang di dunia. tetapi, jika kita masih lagi alpa dan berangan2 kosong setiap hari. mungkin suatu hari nanti Melayu akan pupus sama sekali. jangan di pandang remeh masalah yang di hadapi oleh Malaysia sekarang. kerana kita tahu yang Melayu mudah lupa....

Keranamu Malaysia,
Tegakkan nusa gagahkan bangsa,
Kita susun seribu langkah, menuju ke hadapan
Bersama mensesah pekat malam, menerjah gelombang
Berlari mengejar cahaya, menepati janji di hujung
jalan
Walau berdepan sejuta rintangan
Sekali pun jatuh di medan perjuangan
Namun tetap meredah, mencapai wawasan
Alangkah damainya negeri ku ini
Dilimpahi rahmat, kemakmuran dikurniai
Bangsa bersatu berjiwa waja
Semangat patriotik kian membara
Dunia sudah membuka mata
Penghormatan kini menjadi nyata
Tiada lagi penindasan
Tiada lagi penghinaan
Kemerdekaan terus terpelihara
Damainya negeriku... Malaysia.

Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya dipijak
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya retak
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya teriak
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya haprak
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya kelas dua
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya hina
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya sengketa
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya derita
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya kerdil
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya terpencil
Melayu mudah lupa
Tiada daulat
Tiada maruah
Tiada bebas
Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa
Sejarah bangsanya yang lena
Tanah lahirnya yang merekah berdarah
Ingatlah
Ingatlah
Ingatlah
Wahai bangsaku
Jangan mudah lupa lagi
Kerana perjuanganmu belum selesai...


-Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad-

tak semestinya betul 2

Kalau lelaki handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap:: woow, cool giler...
kalau lelaki tak handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: eh perasan bagus...

kalau lelaki handsome berbuat jahat
Perempuan akan kata: nobody's perfect
kalau lelaki tak handsome berbuat jahat
perempuan akan cakap: memang.... muka pun macam pecah rumah!

kalau lelaki handsome menolong perempuan yg diganggu
perempuan akan cakap: wah.. machonya.. macam hero filem!
kalau lelaki tak handsome menolong perempuan yang diganggu
Perempuan akan kata: entah2 kawan dia...

kalau lelaki handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: sepadan sangat...
kalau lelaki tak handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: mesti kena bomoh perempuan tuh!

kalau lelaki handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata: jangan sedih, kan saya ada..
kalau lelaki tak handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata:...(terdiam, tapi telunjuknyameliuk-liuk dari atas ke bawah, patutlah, tengoksaja luarannya)...

adeh..version lelaki pon ada ker..come on aa beb..hahaha..nak kate lawak ada..nak kate kesian pon ada...just face jek the facts mmg sume org hati lain2..bukan sama sume..apa raa..lantak aa apa org kate..tapi kekadang ada gak org yg ikut pikiran cam post2 kat frenster nih..huhu..kira mainstream aa korang ekk..heh..suka ati..hensem ke tak ke, yg penting hati beb..kalo hati busuk hensem camana pon sape suka?..ye tak..hahahaha..cam aku..hensem tak..nak kate baik pon tak..mmg aa org sume tak pandang..haha..stereotype beb..stereotype..benda biasa jek sume nih..hahaha

(for the record...aku tengah tension tahap abah time nih..heh)

~nuff said~

tak semestinya betul...

Kalau perempuan lawa pendiam
Lelaki akan cakap:: woow, ciri-ciri isteri idaman...
kalau perempuan tak lawa pendiam
Lelaki akan cakap: eh tak reti komunikasi betul...

kalau perempuan lawa berbuat jahat
Lelaki akan kata: musti ada krisis dalaman nih...kesian
kalau perempuan tak lawa berbuat jahat
Lelaki akan cakap: dah la tak lawa, perangai pulak huduh...

kalau perempuan lawa menolong Lelaki yg diganggu
Lelaki akan cakap: heroin sejati...!
kalau perempuan tak lawa menolong Lelaki yang diganggu
Lelaki akan kata: taktik nak ngorat le tu...

kalau perempuan lawa dapat Lelaki hensem
Lelaki akan kata: ok gak la....
kalau perempuan tak lawa dapat Lelaki hensem
Lelaki akan kata: kesian..mesti kena bomoh lelaki tuh!

kalau perempuan lawa ditinggal kekasih
Lelaki akan kata: buta kayu betul mamat tu....
kalau perempuan tak lawa ditinggal kekasih
Lelaki akan kata:...patut pun kena reject...

kalau perempuan lawa penyayang binatang
Lelaki akan cakap: perasaannya halus...penuh kasih sayang
kalau perempuan tak lawa penyayang binatang
Lelaki akan cakap: sesama keluarga memang harus menyayangi...

kalau perempuan lawa bawa BMW
Lelaki akan cakap: ntah dato' mana bela nih....
kalau perempuan tak lawa bawa BMW
Lelaki akan cakap: musti anak org kaya nih.....

kalau perempuan lawa tak mau bergambar
Lelaki akan cakap: pasti takut kalau2 gambarnya tersebar
kalau perempuan tak lawa tak mau bergambar
Lelaki akan kata: sedar pun diri...

kalau perempuan lawa menuang air ke gelas lelaki
Lelaki akan cakap: caring sungguh....
kalau perempuan tak lawa menuang air ke gelas lelaki
Lelaki akan cakap: nak tunjuk caring le tu....

kalau perempuan lawa bersedih hati
Lelaki akan cakap: dont worry..i will make u happy forever
kalau perempuan tak lawa bersedih hati
Lelaki akan kata: sikit2 nak nangis!! mengada2...

kalau perempuan lawa masak
Lelaki akan kata: dah la lawa, pandai masak pulak tu...
kalau perempuan tak lawa masak
Lelaki akan cakap: ntah sedap ke tak????

kalau perempuan lawa main2 miss call
Lelaki akan kata: takpe...
kalau perempuan tak lawa main2 miss call
Lelaki akan cakap: ko ni takde keja lain ke... sibuk ni tau..

kalau perempuan lawa hantar2 testi / msg kat fs
Lelaki akan kata: sukenya....
kalau perempuan tak lawa hantar2 testi / msg kat fs
Lelaki akan cakap: balik2 muka dia...boringnye

haha..lawak siut..gile jahat ekk kaum lelaki nih?..tak tau la plak aku..aku lelaki gak..takde pon camni..equal jek aku layan..lawa ker..tak lawa ker..actually takde pompuan tak lawa..tengok aa camana korang definisikan lawa tuh...cam member aku sorang nih..aku kate comel dia kate takde aa comel sangat pon..haha..ikut hati aa beb..mana bleh buat tafsiran bab2 hati nih..haha..suka ati anda lah..tapi la ni la nak habaq mai..tak baik stereotype lelaki camtu..aku pon tak stereotype pompuan hoho..aku aa..lelaki lain aku tak tau..huhuhu

~nuff said~

Tentang Hidup

semua orang dalam dunia nih sumer berakal dan berkemampuan. ada kelebihan yang tersendiri. takde sape pon yang tiada kelebihan. kalau ada pon tu sebab org tuh tanak guna kelebihan yang ada kat diri dia. gunakanlah kelebihan yang ada utk manfaatkan diri sendiri. kalau kita tak guna kelebihan yang Allah beri, sape lagi nak guna? jangan kata diri sendiri tak berguna kerana mungkin bagi orang lain korang aa yang paling hebat skali. semua yang terjadi ada hikmah dia. mungkin sebagai ganjaran, mungkin sebagai pengajaran tak pon sebagai hukuman. tapi apa2 hal pon, ambil aa iktibar. jangan aa masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri. huhu. semua org berkemampuan beb. sumer org ada akal. orang gile pon kadang2 bole pikir cara waras. pikir aa secara rasional. bukan sume benda bole ikut pakai pride jer. pride tu pride la jugak. tapi kekadang kena ler turunkan sket pride tuh..hoho...apa aku melalut nih..hmm..nih kira sambung semalam punya aa kot..senang citer your life is yours to mold and shape. kira senang citer kita nih umpama tanah liat aa..tanah liat yg ada atas meja tu tu je la yg kita ada..tapi kalau kita amik tanah liat tuh bentukkan jadik pasu ke mangkuk ke..bagi hias2 sket..kan ke last2 jadik lawa dan berguna kat org len..tapi kalo biar jek tanah liat segumpal tuh..tanah liat bodo je aa jadik..org jumpa pon org buang..heh..harap2 amik pengajaran aa...aku pon bukan nyer perfect..tengah belajor gak nih..aku cam..pasu tak jadik kena buat balik..hahahaha


~nuff said~

selamat jalan member..

adeh..semalam ada meeting MARA..bosan jek..benda sama jek kena sound..pastu ada hal pasal lia plak..hmm..serius aku tak tau lia kena balik..ye aa..sape nak bagitau org cam aku..org cam aku benda2 camnih dah lambat2 baru tau..takde kepentingan..hoho..anyway..benda camni patut bole dielakkan aa..aku bukan nak burukkan sesape..but, if you have a problem and you can't keep it inside anymore..blurt it out aa..bukan org nak marah pon..lebey2 pon kena annoy jek..cam aku..haha..aku ada masalah sume org aku citer...tak kisah aa dia nak dengar ke tanak..janji kepala aku selesa lepaskan geram..haha..tu sebab aa org tak berapa suka aku kot..ntah..selamba jek..masalah takleh simpan dalam beb..trust a guy yg simpan dalam masalah selama 6 tahun..bahaya oo..bole jadi gila..let it out aa..and another thing..if someone asks tu..bukannyer nak make fun ke apa..org ambik berat beb..serius org amik berat..kekadang buat lawak sekali sekala tu biasa aa..tapi aku tau aa..sume org kat sini amik berat antara satu sama lain...so don't say ok if you really have a problem..it will only make it worse..i've seen it happen..dolah lagi sorang..ko member aku beb dunia akhirat..at least ko ada kat sini pulun abeh2..ada apa2 hal sound jer aku..no hal nyer..huhu..

lastly..mmg aku tak suka member aku sorang demi sorang balik awal..tapi kalau diri sendiri tanak berubah..macam mana berbuih pon mulut org sound..tak jadik jugak..so skarang aku serius aa cakap..mana2 member aku yg rasa cam nak terkantoi tu..ubah aa sikap korang..bukan korang tak bole ubah..korang malas jek..macam aku..aku pon malas jugak..tapi at least give some effort aa..takde pride2 dah nak ubah2 sikap nih..pride tu buang tepi bila masuk bab belajar..bab2 lain ko nak pride tinggi melangit pon takpe..tp belajar is a different thing..

aa..satu lagi..pasal ubah sikap tu serius aa..tak guna jek mulut berbuih, "ok nak gi klas, nak stadi, nak dapat result best, potpetpotpet"..tapi usahanyer tarak...tidoq la..tunggu member aa apa aa..cet..aku tau aa aku pon camtu tapi kadang2 aku ada usaha..time dah buntu abes baru aa tunggu member..ada lain tu beb..haha...so benda nih bukan specific kat sesape..tapi kalo terasa tu..paham2 aa ubah perangai..bukan apa..member tegur member nih..aku dah naik serik dah asik ada jek member balik awal..aku dah tak sanggup tengok..last skali aku tengok KE..pastu aku dah kate dah..tak sanggup dah..tp..still ada gak..takde org amik iktibar ke apa?..aku takpaham sebenornyer..sume org berbuih kate takot aa..sume org balik awal sume apa aa...DO SOMETHING AA KALO TAKOT....nih dok rilek jek..mmg aa..

dah2..melalut plak..moral of the story..

1. ada problem sound member or sesape yg trustworthy
2. kalo cam rasa nak kantoi..ubah ler perangai..jgn jadik makin teruk plak
3. kalo takut kena antar balik...stadi beb..aku tau susah..aku pon susah nak stadi..tp tu jek option..hoho
4. tulun aa member2 yg korang rasa cam nak kantoi..jgn tunggu mmg kena antar balik dah...baru rasa kesian sumer..dah too late dah weih..

okeh..abes..harap2 dapt pengajaran..kalo tak..ntah..hidup korang..aku sebagai member nasihatkan jek..nasib korang dalam tangan korang sendiri..mmg aa takdir..tapi kalo korang ada choice aa nak hidup nih camana..bukan tunggu melopong jek..okeh..calos..

~nuff said~

aa..sabtu dah..adeh..penin kepala siut semalam men bola..asik tanduk bola jek..adeh..penin2..tapi best aa..dah aa men sampai kol berapa ntah semalam..lama nak mati men..basket men gak alam tadik..heh..sharpshooter dah kembali..walopon ari tu asik airball jek..tapi semalam sharpshooter all the way..heh..

tapi best mana pon malam tadik..still rasa tak best..ye aa..nih dah nak masuk kali 3 dah beraya tanpa yg tersayang..rasa kosong jek..rasa cam bukan raya dah..selalu pagi raya rasa sayu jek..tapi skang cam..ntah..nak sayu pon adeh..sayu jugak aa kot..tapi...kelainan tuh terasa..huhu...

aku skarang tak abes2 ngan sabishii aku..heh..tu aa..aku dah serik oo..sabishii2 nih..adeh..sabishii sungguh aa aku nih...hahahaha...dah2..mengarut2..

~sabishii hito~

feeling like trash today..seriously...haven't finished the lab, didn't go to quiz, didn't go to 337..what else can go wrong today..heh..really..just feels like wanna go to the darkest corner and weep alone...

tuesday afternoon...

hmm..another tuesday afternoon. nuthin much to do because no classes today until 600. hehe. my depression is gone, just want all of you to know. i just thought to hell with it. just forgot about the whole thing. just need to study right now. but being me, that's a hard thing to do. hahahaha. this thursday is oral day and i haven't been brushing up my japanese. my japanese is getting lousy in recent weeks. hmm, maybe i should practice japanese more. still didn't get my card. i'm really getting frustrated about that. i need to buy a damn computer before the end of the month. damn it. the bank is relly pissng me off right now. ahh well, what the hell. at least i'm not depressed anymore. but i think i just want to tweak my lifestyle a bit. a litle tweaking is going to be a lot of work because i don't like changes in my schedule which i don't have. hahahaha. well, we'll see. just thought that my life is going to be more exciting from now on. but if i'm wrong, well, i think i've been through worse..hahahahahaha

~nuff said~

dua hari dah tanpa rokok...

hehe..tu aa..dah dua hari dah takde rokok nih..heh..kad tak dapat2 lagik nih..biler nak dapat aku pon tak tau..melampau aa camni..tensen tak abes2 lagik nih..serius aa..aku rasa cam tensen jek 337 nih..benci sial..aku tak kisah dapat markah sikit sebenornyer..tapi dah tak paham apa dah nih..arghhh..aku tensen tul aa kalo aku blaja sumthin tak tahu apa..hangin2...arghhh..lantak ahh..teruskan je aa ngan hidup..nak buat camana...

arghhhh...seriously stressed out righ now...argghhh...damn it...tension nyer...argghhh...benci aku camni...arghhh...apsal camni plak nih..aku tak tau...aku tak tau...arghhh..pecah kepala aku camni..apsal nih?..sakit hati?...tension pasal apa?..arghhhh...tak tau serius aku tak tau..seriously kepala rasa cam nak meletup...tolonggggg....tolonggggg...arrggghhggghhhhhhhh

adeh...tension nyer..

asal aa ari nih rasa cam tak keruan jek hati aku nih? nak kate aku buat sumthing yg salah dari segi undang2 takde la plak..adeh2...dah aa ari nih aku tensen jek..ngan kuiz yg menyakitkan hati...pastu tak gi plak klas 337..adeh..apa la nak jadik..rosak aku camni..dah aa sangap ari nih..takde benda nak wat langsung...well, ada a hw tapi tu tolak tepi dulu..hahaha..nak chatting pon dah tak tau dah nak chatting ngan sape n pasal apa..hahaha..lawak gile..sampai camtu skali hidup aku skarang...mmg rasa loser giler aa skarang...arghhh..macam kehilangan pedoman jek aku nih..ya Allah..tolonglah hamba Mu ini...serius rasa cam takde pedoman idup skarang...macam lost giler...arghh..tak tau tujuan aku apa skarang...serabut kepala otak...camana aa aku nak berenti isap rokok camni..adeh..argghhhh....tension nyer...kalau ada punching bag dah lama aku kerjakan punching bag tuh...aku pon tak tau asal ari nih aku boleh down sampai tahap nih...arghhh...tulun2...aku dah tak tau dah apa nak jadik nih...ni mmg aku rasa salah satu masa dalam hidup aku yg aku rasa paling tension dalam idup aku..arghhh...

~ tiada arah panduan, tiada tujuan, sesat dalam kegelapan~

ray lagi sebulan weih...

muahahaha...gambo nih amik ahad ari tuh..gilak aa..macho syial...anyway..arinih baru stat puasa so..rasa cam malas nak gi klas global ari nih..hmm..camana aa..serius aa malas gile nak gi klas nih..weekend aritu..walalupon byk keje..rasa cambest jek..apsal ntah...hahaha..semalam lepak ngan dolah n boden..haha..happening gile..haha..macam acara mingguan la plak lepak kat bilik bebudak nih..haha..weekend nih mmg bz tahap gaban..sebab kena wat programming and apa ntah..byk keje gak aa..pastu ada oral lagi next week...waduh2..apa2 hal..sabo jela...sempena bulan puasa nih..walaupon aku mmg dah byk bersabar sejak dulu lagi..huhu..takpe2...

~nuff said~

Mr. Jack

adeh..rasa cam nak nangis jek ari nih..301 tak siap lagik nih...waaa..camana nih..dapat antar ari isnin pon tolak 10 points..kalo antar senin pon cam aku leh buat jek time weekend nih..adeh..tension tul aa..akku tension..rasa cam nak tumbuk sumthing tapi takde benda la plak nak tumbuk..adeh..dah aa tadik quiz cam terkantoi2 jek buat..ntah camana ntah bole dapat jawapan btol lak tu...heh..nasib baik..jalan kira terabur aa..so ok aa kot kalo dapat lebey setengah dari fullmark ke ok aa..ya Alllah..byk betul aa keje..rasa cam nak pengsan ada...tumbuk org ada..nak nangis ada..sume ada aa kirenye nih..arghhh..ketegangan jasmani dan nas..eh eh..rohani..huhu..silap taip lak..adeh..bile nak fall break nih?..aku dah tensen tahap maksimum dah nih..byk problem dalam kepala otak aku skarang nih..dah aa kad aku kena block kad baru tak sampai lagik..nak beli compuer pon tak lagik nih..asik pakai computer zarip jek..aku pon segan lama2..haiya..dapat ke tak aku maintain atas 3 sem nih?..waaa..exam jepun semalam dah dapat kertas dah..huhu..first time kantoi dengan hebat skali..arghhh..tesen aku..nih takleh jadik nih..kena stadi jepun lagik nih..waaa..byk keje..byk keje..overload otak..overload otak..*ping*.......pssssss....(dah putuih dah fius..hahahaha)...

~nuff said~

Question!

argghh..it has been a really rough week..seriously.with all the assignment and shit..argghh..just thought i could just shut down now. didn't even have the time to write this blog in a while. one thing is i don't have the time to write the blog. so if anyone is reading this (and i know who you are) don't come here often..i think i'll have to do a schedule when to do this blog..maybe on the weekends..

well, enough of that. although i had a bz week. i had the most awesome time last night. hahaha....it was the greatest man..even though it was the first time i went to a concert here in cleveland..but hey..it was great and i think there is no other concert that's greater.what concert am i talting about...system of a down of course..it was one hell of a night..my body still aches from the mosh pits there..hahaha..serously aa.."best nak mampos aa"..hahahaha..adeh..shoulder still hurts from the concert..huhu..didn't know that i had it in me..tapi biasa aa.."janji rock!"..ahaha..seriusly cam org kena sampuk siot semalam..head bangin all the way..huhu..best gile system men..hahaha..seriusly..pasni kalo ada concert len..tak gi kot..haha..sebab aku dah gi concert paling best..

~nuff said~

demam n selesema...sniff...sniff..

adeh..ari nih ari senin..byk benda nak kena buat nih..hw 210 aa hw 337 aa hw global aa..wargghhh..301 lagik..adeh...and to top that off, aku tengah demam ngan selesema nih...waaaa...camana nak wat nih...adeh..malam nih mmg duduk lab je aa kot aku..ptg nih wat 301 kalo kerm nak wat aa ari nih..semestinya kot..malam kang pas abes 301 nyer keje lepak nord lak wat out of gas plak..adeh...nak nagis aa camni..byk sangat assignment nih...tak penah la plak byk sangat assignment sampai camni..demam lak tu..adeh..nasib2..

oh, n by the way..hepi besday to fatin..hehe..org jepon kate otanjyobi omedetoo..huhu..ok aa..tu jek kot aari nih..isk2..rasa cam malas jek nak gi klas jepun nih..ntah..gi je kot..

~nuff said~

adeh..apa la nak jadik...

Kasanova peras ugut wanita profesional menyerah diri

Oleh RAHMAN DAUD

KUALA LUMPUR 16 Sept. - Kelicikan seorang kasanova memerangkap dan memeras ugut wanita muda dan profesional di sekitar Lembah Klang sejak dua tahun lalu untuk kesenangan hidupnya terbongkar minggu lalu apabila seorang mangsa membuat laporan polis.
Lelaki itu yang berumur dalam lingkungan 30-an mencari mangsa melalui Internet menggunakan nama samaran Joe dan Syafiq.

Kegiatan lelaki itu memeras wanita-wanita yang menjadi kekasihnya dengan mengugut untuk mengedarkan gambar-gambar ghairah mereka yang dirakamkan melalui telefon bimbit berkamera berakhir semalam apabila dia menyerah diri kepada polis.
Gambar-gambar ghairah dalam pelbagai aksi itu dijadikan bahan ugutan supaya wanita-wanita berkenaan menyerahkan harta benda termasuk wang, rumah dan kenderaan.

Gambar

Timbalan Ketua Polis Daerah Brickfields, Supritendan Arjunaidi Mohamed ketika mengesahkan penahanan lelaki itu berkata, suspek yang lari daripada buruan polis sejak minggu lalu menyerah diri di Balai Polis Brickfields, semalam.
Beliau berkata, kebanyakan mangsanya berpendapatan tinggi dan masih belum bersuami seperti pensyarah, guru, eksekutif dan pengurus syarikat berumur dalam lingkungan 20-an.

``Setakat ini tujuh wanita dikenal pasti menjadi mangsa. Kita percaya ramai lagi pernah menjadi mangsa lelaki itu,'' ujarnya.
Arjunaidi berkata, semasa mereka menjalin hubungan cinta, suspek akan mengambil peluang merakam gambar mangsa yang mempunyai unsur lucah sebagai perangkap untuk memeras ugut.

``Siasatan mendapati suspek memperoleh hasil lumayan daripada kegiatannya termasuk kad kredit, rumah dan kondominium selain tiga kereta termasuk Proton Satria dan Waja milik mangsa-mangsanya,'' kata beliau.
Polis meminta wanita yang pernah menjadi mangsa lelaki itu supaya tampil membuat laporan polis.


haii..senang jek mamat nih ayat pompuan camtu..apa la nak jadik..ni mesti muka cam brad pitt nih..hahahaha..kesian kat pompuan2 tu sume..ye aa..ingat cam dah dapat aa pasangan yg di idam2kan..rupanya musang berbulu ayam..tapi sebenornye salah diaorg jugak..yg gi bagi dia amik gamba2 ghairah tu wat pe? adeh..senang btol aa kena makan pujuk pompuan malaysia skang nih..ilek2 cik kak oii..muka baik tak semesti hati putih berseri...cam citer epal aku aa ari tuh..kulit luar licin merah menyala mana tau dalam ada ulat?...huhu..entah aa..pandai2 aa jaga diri cik kak oii..lelaki ni kekadang takleh caya sebenornyer..tapi tu aa..ada sesetengah tu mulut dia cam lagik manis dari madu..tu yg cik kak sume tak tahan kan?..teruih cair..heh..bagi gambo ghairah tu..apa citer sampai bole dapat gambo ghairah nih?..gile power ayat mamat nih...hahahaha..tapi all jokes aside sebenornyer tak baik aa dia manipulasikan mulut dia yg manis tu wat camtu..tak baik siot..mainkan hati pompuan..tak tau aa kan...tapi bagi aku aa hati pompuan tu mmg lembut sangat, tapi kekadang keras jugak..fleksible aa kira..silap handle jek..bole pecah beb...tu aa..jagalah hati pompuan..aku?...aku kisah apa..hahaha...takde2..btol aa jaga ati pompuan..kalo aku aku pon jaga ati pompuan..hati mak aku...aku jaga..pompuan gak apa..huhu..

anyway..ari nih aku penat gile tapi hw bertimbun nak mampos...adeh..nak nangis camni...tadi men bola..score lagik..huhu..ingat nak men basket plak..veale tutup daa..adeh..penat jek gi veale...tu jek kot buat masa nih..calos

~nuff said~

one, two, three, four, five, six...

my life just had an unexpected turn today..heh..funny isn't it?...when you think you are going to do something that you thought was important in your life, suddenly ada aa jugak benda2 yg seperti menghalang...i'm just sick of it... heh...

anyway..ari nih gi tengok wayang emily rose tuh..horror gak aa sebenornyer...tapi cam dah tak rasa apa2 dah skarang nih..kalau cam biasa, aku tulih aa rasa cam tanak tido aa apa aa..horror aa..but today...tak aa kot....because i'm just sick of it....baru pikir nak berenti isap rokok...serius..this time i WAS serious about it..but a turn of events made me..i don't know..dumbfounded?..don't have a word for it you know...maybe i've said this to many times...lantak aa nak jadik apa..tapi skarang nih cam tak guna pon aku cakap camtu.....sebab aku rasa mmg dah takde makna pon aku nak cuba sedapkan hati aku..heh...tapi tu aa..pengalaman hidup..walaupun pahit cam hempedu...tetap pengalaman yg berguna jugak...life still goes on no matter what you say or do..that's just the way it is..

no matter how cruel this world is to you there will be sometimes that's just too magical for you to hate this world...the first time you had a crush or the first time you made a best friend or something that makes your heart shout in excitement...that's what makes me going...but seriously, at the moment i'm just feeling..i don't know...sad?...nah..more than that i think...don't know how to describe it actually...lantak aa..heh..there i go again...can't help thinking that i may not be happy again..heh...ye aa...last time aku betul2 hepi pon...ntah aa...2 tahun lepas kot..ntah...anyway...tak tau dah nak kate apa..just want to write down something inspirational as last words but frankly..i just don't give a shit right now.......

~nuff _ _ _ _~

i'm not a jealous person?..hehe..mmg aa..takkan jeles kot..hahahaha

allo eberibody..cam lama gak aku tak tulih blog nih..seperti biasa aa..ada aa sumthing from frenster..jealousy test aa..tengok berapa jelesnye anda..huhu..ni aa result aku..


You are 34.92% jealous!For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.259143 people have taken this test to date.
This percentage means that :
•You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.
•Occasionally, you over-react to situations.
•Most of the time, you trust the people around.
•Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem

huhu..kira aku nih org yg penyabar sebenornyer..harharhar..ntah aa..kalo nak gi amik gi aa website nih.. http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest.php ...ala..tak pon ada nyer kat frenster tuh..tunggu jek member2 nih buat..hohoho..

~nuff said~

ahad yg penat..

wahh..best gak aa jalan2 semalam bawak hadi gi cleveland..huhu..happening rupanya cleveland nih..aku jek tak tau..hahahaha..anyway..semalam jugak sambut b'day palin..heh..biasa aa ada kek makan2 sume kat tippit..nuthin much aa..well biasa je aa kot..tak tau aa org len mungkin rasa best gile..aku je aa kot..tak tau aa asal..nak kate aku pms semalam..aku lelaki..mana ada datang bulan..harharhar...aku rasa down gile malam tadik..huhu..ntah aa..lantak aa..aku dah naik malas dah melayan perasaan nih..biarlah aku dan harmonika aku membawa diri..cewahh..aku ada harmonika skarang..kena buat lagu nih...hahaha.nanti aa kot..

skang nih..hadi takde sini..kuar ngan paan gi tower city..huhu..gile aa..baru dua hari kenal beb..bole tahan jugak hadi hantu nih..harharhar...well what do you expect aa kan..muka camtu mmg aa ramai terpikat..heh..just the nature of things aa..just like if ur trying to choose an apple..mesti aa piplih apple merah gile..kulit halus licin sume...takde aa pilih yg ada tompok2 coklat sume kan?..bukan aku jeles ke apa..jgn pikir camtu beb..nanti mampos aku gosip kat case nih..bukan bole caya..tapi saje je aa nak tulih aa pengalaman aku yg aku alami selama aku hidup kat dunia fana nih..in my opinion aa kan bukan nak salahkan sesape..kat malaysia pon skang ramai jadik org gile perogol bersiri..ingat diaorg yg culik2 pukau2 tu sume hensem ke?..huhu..mesti la buruk kan..tekanan mental tinggi beb perogol bersiri nih..in my opinion aa..bukan aku penah jadik ke apa..hohoho..sume mesti kena reject berjuta2 kali gak aa aku rasa ngan awek2 sume..walaupon awek tu standard lebey kurang dia jek aku rasa kena reject gak sebab awek tu perasan lawa tunggu mamat hensem nih nak pikat dia..piraahhh...tu yg mamat perogol siri ni tak pueh ati..pastu kepala jadik gile rogol sume org..hmm..gile aa bole jadik director wayang aku nih..hehe..so..dah melalut jauh nampak nyer aku nih..hehe..berenti sini jek kot..kang melalut lagik kang lain plak jadik nyer..

lupa lak..sebenornyer..moral of the story is..kesian aa kat mamat2 yg kurang hensem nih..hahahaha...takde aa saje je tulih benda nih..bosan di pagi ahad..

~nuff said~

hell begins...

okeh..dah stat dah fall semester yg baru..huhu..haii...harap2 aa aku bole keep up ngan sume subjek aku amik..yg aku rasa akan kantoi dah cam 2 klas dah..hoho..takpe2..where there is a will there is a way..masalahnyer tak nampak lagi way nyer kat mana..gelap lagi nih..hmm..baru first week kot..ilek2 aa dulu aku rasa..heh

~nuff said~

omar balik dah..hmm..tak tau aa nak kate apa...balik dah omar..haiii..i'm not as lively as i used to be aa today..why aa? pelik gak aku ari nih..cam buat sume benda tak betui jek. aduh, kena take time off nih. lama sangat tak men basket kot..ntah..

besok ez ajak sume org gi zoo. but you know aa not too many cars aa. so if i'm lucky ada aa muat aku nak gi sok..kalo takde tempat..hmm..cam biasa aku gi men basket kat veale aa kot..nak dekat dua minggu gak aa tak men basket. ntah ada ke tak lagik jump shot aku nih..ahh fuck..seriously i'm feeling really gloomy right now. i don't know why. nak kate aku ada buat salah ari nih, takde la plak duduk umah elyas jek keje aku. so basically i did nothing much today. arghhh, apsal aku camni ari nih?

anyway next week stat class..tengah runsing skang nih..nak amik stat ker nak amik 301?..aduh..kalo aku amik stat aku kena overide sebab klas penuh. kalo aku amik 301, berasap aa kepala aku next sem....waaaa..camana nih?..

baru skang aku perasan aku nih tak berapa terer buat decision...ntah aa..asik delay jek..biasa aa..bukan apa..aku jenis org yg kalo dah pernah kantoi buat sumthing pastu terus phobia nak wat benda tu lagik..argghh tensen tul aa..i really need to do this but...aduh..ntah aa..camana nak cakap aku pon tak tau..no words for it anymore..mungkin sebab tu kot aku down ari nih..takkan aa..satu hari down nih..wth?

argghh..can't even do this one thing right. it's not that i don't want to but i just don't have the courage. aduh..kalo aku confident cam abg aku kan best..ilek jek..tu aa..lacking confidence satu, phobia satu...aduii..cam2 masalah aa..camana nak idup nih?..confidence pon takde..waaaa...

ntah laa labu..

~nuff said~

huaaa..guiltynyer saya...

ari nih angkat barang lagik..gi tippit plak tulun bebudak pompuan tuh..tapi tak byk sangat kot sebab ada "professional" movers tolong angkat skalik..huhu...berabuk la plak tippit..aku bukan bole kena benda2 berabuk nih..nak kate aku asma doktor kate takde..tapi aku jadik semput..hoho..few minutes of fresh air ok jer balik..aku nyer tangan kiri tengah lenguh nih..tak tau apsal..

i've done one bad thing today..dah aa ari jumaat..huhu..sorry yek sesape terasa..bukan niat pon nak buat jahat tadik..serius rasa guilty gile skarang...waaa!!..tak penah aku buat benda jahat nih..isk2..abes record baik aku..huhu..anyway..ari nih aku kena masak kat umah zul..dammit..malas giler nak masak..masak sambal telur je kot..pastu goreng ayam..yes2..tu je kot yg aku reti skarang..hahaha...baru mintak mak aku ajar camana nak buat sambal ari tu..dah lupa aa..lama tak masak sambal..dulu time cuti form 3 aku reti aa masak sambal bodo..skarang dah hilang skill aa..kena marah ngan mak aku ari tuh..haha..camana bole lupa?..ntah..tu jek kot..tak byk benda jadik ari nih..al maklumlah..abes semayang jumaat balik umah tido..la ni baru bangun..teruih tulih benda alah nih..lama sangat tak update..ari tu update pon dua tiga baris jek..tu jek kot..

~nuff said~

huarggghh...hulk smash!!!

hmm..baru bangun..awal giler bangun..ok aa kot semalam pon awal gile tido..penat siot semalam angkat barang huhu..dah stat terasa dah nih sakit bahu angkat barang semalam..anyway..takde byk nak tulih pon dalam blog nih..saje je nak update..tapi tak tau nak tulih apa..haha..bengong..

~nuff said~

another sleepless night..

aiyoo..can't sleep aa tonight..ntah aa..dah kol 530 dah nih..aduh..asal takleh tido nih?

haiya..what to write also i don't know..tadi call mak aku..tanya petua masak sket..hohoho..ye aa..next sem kena masak sendiri beb..nak tak nak kena aa stat masak..hoho..anyway..dalam sepuluh kali aku call mak aku mesti sepuluh kali mak aku tanya soklan sama..dah ada yg berkenan ke?..aduh..tensen aku ngan soklan nih..berkenan ada jek..nak melekat tu yg susah sket..hehe..ntah aa..tadi nak sakat sket mak aku..tanya aa..susah2 mak je aa carik..haha..aku tanya aa ada calon dah ke?..satu list panjang dia bagi..hahaha..serius..damn..lawak gak aa tadik sakat mak aku..huhu..ok aa tu kot..lama gak tak dengar mak aku gelak..heh..ntah aa..lama lagik aa kot pikir pasal kawin nih..kekadang aku pon terasa yg perangai aku nih blom lagik sesuai nak jaga anak dara org..haha..mak aku kate kalo ada berkenan bawak balik..kena ada screen test..kalo nak mak carik calon, takyah screen test..approved on the spot..hahaha...lawak siut..tak tau plak mak aku pon pandai melawak..hehe..terhibur gak hati aku malam nih..

dah aa..cukup aa aku melalut pagi buta nih..nak tidoq..kalo bole..

~nuf said~

hmm..ari ni ari apa?

ok..aku dah stat jadik cam winter last year..dah tak tau ari apa weih..serius..gile aa..bosan pon dah berada di tahap critical dah nih..takde aa tahap gaban lagik dah..critical terus..

well, what do i want to say today...nuthin much kot..considering that i've been asleep for 12 hours straight everyday and that makes my reality hours quite short...ntah aa..nak kate ada benda best tak jugak..ada aa kot some carnival in little italy..but, cam bosan aa plak kalo gi sengsorang..bebudak nih tak bangun lagik..aku tak mandi lagik nih...just woke up..best wooo tido..

read some of ur blogs ppl...best gak aa...tanak aa cakap aku baca blog sape..nanti kang ww3 plak..tak silap jadik ww4...but the thing is i don't know la betui ke idok ada org yg cuba utk memecahkan bebudak kat sini..aku pon teperanjat..uish..is that true?..someone trying to break us up? ntahlah aku pon tak tau..and if there is someone who wants to do that, what kind of satisfaction can it bring? kekadang aku pon tak paham...skarang nih rata2 aku dengar backstab sini...backstab sana...apsal la jadik camtu? what kind of sick bastard that likes to do that kind of stuff?..ntah ler..kalo ada org terasa bagus jugak..sedar la diri tu sket..kita duduk kat sini patut jadik satu comuniti yg tolong menolong..bukan cam katak bawah tempurung..betui ke idak peribahasa aku pon tak tau..janji cam sedap jek aku baca...come on aa..don't act childish a weih...dah masuk university dah pon..dah nak grad dah..dah nak gi jadik pemimpin negara masa depan lagik..camni ke perangai?..come on aa..where was the CASE family?..serius aa dulu aku tak kisah aa kalo sume org pandang aku pastu kate aku sombong ke..tak rapat ngan org ke sebab dulu i feel like i'm in a famili..so i don't care.."air" dicincang takkan putus aa..

but now aku rasa walaupon aku cam dah bole masuk ngan sume org..tapi aku rasa "air" tu dah beku...kalau kena tetak, putus camtu jek...

~nuff said~

lagu hits utk mu..hahahaha

lagu nih dulu aku kutuk gak aa kot..skarang tetiba rasa..cam aku jer lagu nih..hoho..well..that doesn't matter la kot..saje jek nak post benda nih sebelum aku gi men basket sat agi..kol 6 pon blom..tu yg rasa bosan tuh..haha

"If I Let You Go"

Day after day

Time passed away

And I just can't get you off my mind

Nobody knows, I hide it inside

I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know

I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go

I will never know

What my life would be holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

How will I know. if I let you go?

Night after night

I hear myself say

Why can't this feeling just fade away?

There's no one like you (no one like you)

You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)

It's such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose

But sooner or later I gotta choose

And once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go

I will never know

What my life would be, holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

(oh yeah) How will I know if I let you go ?

Once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out Ooooooooohhhhh

But if I let you go

I will never know

What my life would be, holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

How will I know if I let you go?

~nuff said~

what the hell is wrong with me..

huwaaa...hari yg cukup bosan..tak pindah lagik nih..besok kot pindah..huhu..

anyway..dah takde modal dah kot aku nak tulih blogger nih..tapi terus je aa tulih apa2 yg tersirat dan tersurat kat blog nih..heh..

felt something strange when i woke up this morning..hada a chest pain..weird..never had one though..felt like my heart was gripped and torn apart..heh..nolah..joking only..tapi chest pain tu betul aa..hmm..terhempap sumthing aku rasa..dah tak sakit dah..ok jek kot..

haii..ptg nih men basket lagik..tak tau aa..rasa cam dah terer abes dah..shoot asik masuk jer..hoho...takpe2 ilek2 tak baik riak2..hehe..nuthin much happened today..or yesterday for that matter..semalam tengok charlie lagik..heh...nak tengok wedding crashers rasa not worth it la plak..huhu..hmm..makan semalam best aa kot..hoho..dah lama beb tak makan sambal belacan..feveret tuh..waaa..hmm..

anyway..ingat nak stadi balik japanese aku aa..dah lama tinggal nih..tadik nak tulih ayat pon susah dalam jepon..waaa..sedey aa camni..rasa susah la plak nak dapat A jepun nih...hmm..camana aa..hehe..sampai sini jek kot..oo..blom2..satu agi..

tadik tengok final AF 3 kat bilik zul..what i can say and it's my opinion..tak sebest AF 2..seriusly..tapi lawak dia tiptop aa..hoho..

akhir kate...

watashi wa anata ga totemo daisuki, demo anata wa watashi ga suki shiranai...hehe..ntah betul ke tidak..hoho

~nuff said~

apsal asyik sangat?..AF je pon..

dipetik dari Utusan Malaysia 5 ogos..agaknya..

Bunga api di Felda Taib Andak jika Mawi juara
JOHOR BAHRU 4 Ogos - Pancaran bunga api untuk pertama kalinya akan menerangi ruang udara kawasan perkampungan Felda Taib Andak, Kulai jika Asmawi Ani atau Mawi menjuarai konsert akhir Akademi Fantasia 3 (AF3) di Stadium Melawati, Shah Alam Sabtu ini.
Ahli Dewan Undangan Negeri Kawasan Bukit Permai, Zainal Abidin Jidin berkata, pertunjukan bunga api itu merupakan antara program serta merta yang dirancang bagi meraikan kemenangan anak peneroka Felda Taib Andak itu nanti.
Malah beliau berkata, pihaknya juga merancang untuk mengaktif dan mengembangkan semula aktiviti nasyid, marhaban dan berzanji yang sedia ada di kawasan berkenaan.
``Sebagai pemimpin masyarakat, kami akan menggunakan pengaruh populariti Mawi sebagai agenda untuk membentuk moral dan kegiatan sosial secara lebih berfaedah,'' katanya ketika dihubungi di sini hari ini.
Menurutnya, pengaruh Mawi sebagai anak muda yang mencintai dan cemerlang dalam tilawah al-Quran, nasyid, berzanji dan marhaban serta menjadi finalis paling popular dalam konsert AF3 wajar dimanfaatkan untuk membentuk moral baik golongan belia.
Sambil berharap Mawi akan menang pada konsert akhir nanti, Zainal Abidin meminta seluruh peminat dan penyokong setianya memberi undi kepada anak Felda itu bagi membolehkannya muncul sebagai juara.
Kejayaan Mawi mara hingga ke peringkat akhir pertandingan itu menyebabkan pelbagai pihak turut berasa bangga dengan kemampuannya dan masyarakat Felda Taib Andak memberi sokongan penuh kepadanya.
Malah Majlis Perbandaran Kulai (MPKu) juga akan memasang skrin besar di Felda Taib Andak untuk membolehkan peneroka di kampung itu menyaksikan persembahan Mawi.

ok aa..aku ngaku aa dulu aku pon tengok AF 2..kenal gak aa ramai org..so aku bukan nak condem ke apa sebab aku tau kalo aku kondem org cam aku kondem diri aku sendiri aa sebab aku pon layan gak AF..

but..apsal nak sampai berbunga api nih?..huhu..nak kata aku jeles ada aa jugak..aku balik kampung takde pon org pasang bunga api utk aku..harharhar..tapi tu aa..benda remeh je ni beb..nak sampai berbunga api..so he wins the tournament so what..good for him la kan..bersyukur buat doa selamat dah aa..don't go overboard..org US ada gak die hard fan american idol ke survivor ke apa ke..tapi takde aa sampai buat bakar bunga api kalo idola diorg menang...huhu..ntah la..negara maju 202?..bole jek kot..ubah sket aa perangai tu dulu baru aa negara maju 2020...ok?..

Autumn is knocking on the door..

yes people..it's already close to Autumn ( or Fall to all the US folks..heh)..gosh..and i didn't know what i did this summer..argghh!!...well at least i've gotten a B for themodynamics...that's a relief..but i got a B for my Linear algebra..hmm..should have gotten an A for both but getting B is better than getting a C or fail right?

damn, there's only three weeks left until fall semester starts..i think i'm not ready for it yet. well, i'm always not ready for anything, if you know what i'm talking about..some of you do..heh..can't seem to visualize my future though..i'm graduating in two years-ish and i still don't know what i'll do when i've gone back home..will i get married?..can i get a job? will i be successful..all these questions and i don't have an answer for any one of them.

went to Stan's barbeque yesterday..was one of the earliest people too..hehe. just woke up early by chance. if it was any other day than yesterday i think i would be still sleeping soundly until 1 p.m. you can say it's kind of a miricle for me to be up and active at 11 a.m...hahaha.

just bought a new pair of shoes..the pair that i love the most is already worn out..still can wear them though..but not to play basketball..bought these shoes just to play basketball and it costs me a hundred smackers too. i really shoud control my spending, but to be honest..i don't know how..heh

already 5.30 and i'm still awake. wth. don't know why i can't sleep. been like this since midwest i think..don't know why though..sigh..have to recalibrate my bio clock...don't want to be late for class in fall now would we? ( like i'm not always late :p)

~nuff said~

summer begins at 2:15 p.m on monday :p

hoho...menulislah akhirnya pakcik bobby di kala pagi ahad ini..septutnya blog nih diupdate malam semalam..pada mulanya pakcik bob ingat nak tulih blog..but tetiba lupa lak nak tulih..dah bukak dah..tapi cam terberenti situ jek terus tak tulih apa2..apasal?..ntah..pakcik pon tak tau..

Al kisah...

where should i start? hmm...sekasa thermo utk summer dah abes dah..tinggal sekasa 201 jek yg aku rasa takde aa seksa sangat..tapi bole gak aa sakit sket2..anyway weekend nih dah dua kali dah makan richie chan..ari jumaat skali semalam skali..adauh..mentang2 duit baru masuk beb..haaiii...kena simpan duit nih..nak buat modal kawin nih...hahaha..calon pon tadak lagi nak pikir pasal kawin..macam mak aku cakap aa..pakaian dalam pon mak belikan lagik, nak kawin konon...hahaha..malu siot biler mak aku cakap camtu...tp tu aa specialty mak aku..sindiran dia berdesas desus kat telinga...kaukau punya sindir..haha..

anyway..beli gak ipod..aduh..aku tensen tul aa biler aku kutuk barang pastu aku sendiri beli..hipokrit tul..ni yg nak rasa benci diri sendiri nih..biasa aa..aku kan tak suka hipokrit..hipokrit sux..poyo jek lebey..kesimpulannya..aku poyo..sekali nih je aa pasni tak poyo2 dah..time2 aku ada duit camni aa byk benda best terbayang2 depan mata..dulu time takde duit takde plak..haii..nafsu2..boros tul..ada aa member sorang kate duit gaji dia abes skali shopping jek..fuiiyoo..lagik dashat..macam ustaz aku kat skolah dulu kate.."haii dashat betul lah..saya cukup tak suka la ye..tak kisah lah anak perdana menteri ke..anak sultan ke"..hahaha..lawak siot..lupa plak nama ustaz tu..uztaz latif kot..ye aa..btol aa aku rasa..haha..aku sebenarnya tak suka boros2 nih..ntah aa..aku rasa genetik kot..ye aa..cam mak aku mmg tak bley pegang duit kalo ada duit mesti nak beli sumthing..rumah tuh dah macam muzium dah..byk beno hiasannya..walaupon mostly byk org bagi..but still aa..byk gak brg mak aku beli..langsir konfem tiap2 tahun tukar..walopon dah abes lawa dah langsir tu duduk kat situ..tukar jugak..tak kira..nak tukar gak..tu sebab hal2 duit bagi kat abg aku..sebab abg aku kedekut..takde aa kedekut sangat..tapi bole tahan aa..haii..apa aku melalut tulih nih..jauh betul melencong..tak kisah aa..janji aku bole menulis ngan gembira..hahaha

tadik lepak arabica..borak2 sket..tapi cam bosan gak aa..takde citer best aa..sejak kedai kopi wak enip dah pindah franchise, cam bosan jek takde apa2..walaupon wak zul ada tapi cam tak selalu jumpa aa wak zul..huhu..hmm..dah tak tau dah nak tulih apa..bebudak nih nak balik selasa nih..adeh..walau pon summer tapi aku rasa makin bosan ada aa..waaaa...takpe2..elyas ada..ada member..huhu

~nuff said~

sua sue kemoning...sua sue kemoning

allo eberibody..ari nih manyak penat oo..tensen pon ada gak..got my exam tadik..giler sedey...waaa..tak dapat aa A nampaknyer 201..B jek kot..pagi tadik dah aa bangun kol 12...haha..nasib baik tak terlajak sampai kol 1..tak gi klas aa kalo camtu..takde benda best berlaku weekend nih..benda2 cam biasa aa..takde aa yg perlu di gembar gembur kan kat sini hoho..tapi aku still tak pueh ati kena tinggal..dua kali lak tu..hahahaha..kesian palin..haha...asik kena kat dia jek..tapi aku tak kira..sedey...waaaa...kalo ikut ari tu gi richmond mesti aku beli game nyer..hohoho...bagus2 tak pegi jimat duit..hahaha..kira weekend nih cam weekend yg paling tak membina aa kot..ye aa..tiap2 ari bangun kol 3..kecuali ari sabtu aku bangun awal sebab aku ingat nak ikut bebudak nih gi richmond..so kira tiap2 ari mmg takde keje aa..ada aa ari tu tengok citer antu kat bilik momon..apa ntah tajuk dia..the ten encounters kot..seram gak aa..tapi ada plak dia selit lawak2 bodo..terus ilang seram dia..

what more to say in this blog of mine?..byk benda nak tulih sebenonyer..tapi aku malas..gile aa asik malas jek..takleh jadik nih..haiii..ntah lah..nasib baik hw thermo dah 70% siap..so tak kisah aa..malm nih abeskan aa kot..ok..aku rasa cam nak tido..ngantukkkkk...ngaaaaaa

~nuff said~

i'm lost in a fantasy..and i don't want to wake up....

allo eberibodi!!!..time2 camni aa aku rajin tulih blog nih...time tengah bosan takde benda nak buat..haha..

ari nih aku cam terconfuse sekejap pagi tadik..mimpi ker?..betul ker?..hoho..susah betul nak beza mana satu fantasy ngan realiti..biasa aa..kalo fantasy tu sumthin yg rasa cam 'nearly' impossible to have dalam realiti..sape nak bangun?...kan? kan?..aku pon nak tidoq jer camtu..alas..kena bangun gak pagi tadik..sebab nak gi semayang jumaat..hoho..kalo tak aku sambung jek tido kot..haii..biasa aa..org kate mimpi tu mainan tidur...hoho..entahlah..betul aa kot

anyway..gi richie lepas semayang tadik..gilak aa..byk nak mampos kuey teow mak cik richie tu bagi..first time aku tapau richie chan..first time beb...sebelum nih bole abes time tu gak..ari nih kena tapau..pastu men basket ngan pak tam..damn..terer giler pak tam sorang tuh..bertembung ngan dia cam bertembung ngan dinding besi..hahaha..katang nak mampos..jari feezul ok dah kot..tadik dia urut sorang2 kat arabica tadik..dah aa dia urut dengan gaya yg tidak menyenangkan..hahaha...pakai minyak lagik..haha..bole aa tu kot besok men basket..

speaking of basketball, bebudak nih giler dah maju skarang men basket..aku pon kekadang tensen..hohoho..ok aa kot..nanti nak men basket takde aa aku, bad, ajim, anas, had, kerm..sape lagik aa..ntah aa..org same je aa kire...nanti ada aa momon, feezul, sodol...ramai aa sket men..bole men full court..ye aa..enip tadak dah..drummer pon dah tadak dah..hariz pon kat new jersey..haii..sape je lah yg nak men basket..ye aa..kang sume asik men bola jek...cambest jek bola..harharhar...bola bosan aa beb...sket2 emo..sket2 emo...tengok men basket..ilek jek..takde emo2 pon..kantoi no hal..main jek..tak suka aa..emo2..apa yg bole accomplish pon emo2?...ingat org nak men lagik tekun ke emo2?..org lagik tensen ada aa..men ilek2 dah aa geng..bukan kalah kena boo sepanjang tahun ker...duit scholar kena potong ker..kalo kalah duit kena potong aku pon emo gak nanti..harharhar...menang bagus aa..kalah train harder aa..abes citer..bukan susah pon..so kesimpulannya...takyah emo2..tau aa semangat nak menang tinggi..tapi tetiba terpeleot plak..kalah tetiba..nak wat camana?..anyway..cam dah jauh jek dari point aku nih..hohoho

dammit..dah kol 300..takleh tido lagik nih..adeh..baca da vinci code dulu aa kot..besok lusa bole aa kot abes buku tuh..hw thermo tak stat lagik nih..next week dah exam dah...arghhh..tensen..2 minggu lagik bebudak nih balik..haii..camana aa aku nak abeskan cuti summer nih..waaaaa!!!

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ayoyo..minachi..

aisey...jadi cam perang la plak kalo aku tak update blogger aku..ok aa..ok aku update aa nih..kuikuikui...

nak tulih apa dalam post nih pon aku tak tau..semalam dengan jayanye aku abes membaca harry potter dalam putera setengah darah..kuikuikui..aku agak camtu aa kot title dia dalam bahasa melayu..anyway..stu ari jek baca..tapi aku rasa takleh kalah aa ngan rekod baca harry potter dalam kumpulan poenix ( nih serios tajuk BM dia kat utusan..hahaha)....12 hours straight baca buku tuh..naik mamai kepala time kat intec dulu..huhu..mesti ramai pikir aku gile baca buku citer 12 jam straight..haha...bosan siot..sesape duduk intec time takde benda nak buat tau aa camana perasaan aku..

semalam jugak baru abes exam 201 ngan antar exam thermo..dengan gembira nye aku berkata exam 201 cambest..tapi rasa cam tersilap kira satu soklan..tapi takpe kot..rasa cam bole dapat tinggi jek..hoho...apa lagik peristiwa best?..aku pon tak tau...

haa..tadik sodol terpeleot kaki dia time men basket..hoho..tu aa..aku kate men rilek2..main terjah jek masuk..ni bukan bola bang..hoho..tapi takpe..sodol terer..beso gak lebam aku tengok kat ankle dia tadik..lagi beso aa dari lebam aku ari tuh..

well, sebenornyer skarang nih dalam dilemma sebenornyer..aku baisa aa..kalo pegang duit mesti nak belanja nyer..tu yg aku tensen tuh..mengalahkan pompuan la plak..niat dalam ati nak beli ipod..tapi ari tu aku kutuk gila babi ipod palin...hahahaha..akku bukan benci ipod pon..saje jek nak naikkan darah minah tu..tapi kalo aku beli ipod mesti kena kutuk balik..hohoho..takyah beli kot..simpan duit beli tiket lagik besh..sebab aku rasa time winter cam nak gi UK...tu pon tak tau lagik nih kalo pegi ke tak..aku cam malas..tapi kalo FAMA sponsor aku ok jek kot..hohohoho..

ayoyo..duit computer MARA tak dapat lagik nih..rasa cam dah lebey dah tiga bulan aku antar borang tuh kat MARA...waaa...aku nak duit nak beli computer oii...hmm..speaking of computers..laptop aku pon ntah bile aku nak betul aku pon tak tau..nanti aa..kalo bebudak nih nak gi tops ke nanti aku gi aa kot radioshack gi betul..

ari nih juga aku tak gi klas apa2 pon sebab semalam baru exam so dengan rasmi ari nih aku cuti..haha..

tu jek kot..panjang gak aku tulih ari nih..kepada sesape yg mintak aku update..aku dah update dah weih...tapi cam bosan gak aa aku update nih..takde isi pon..hahahaha...dah2..jgn gaduh..hoho

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Charlie and the chocolate factory is cool...

yes, i said it. it's true. go see the movie. you'll love it. end of story....

anyways...what do i want to write today. nothing much happened in the last couple of days..got money fromo mom yesterday..yada..yada..went to see movie...went to the chinese grocery store..shoot some hoops...just a regular day i think..oh yeah..got the take home exam for thermodynamics..hmm what else?..damn..don't have any ideas to write this early in the morning...oh well..i guess i'll just stop here then..

(honestly, i don't feel like writing anything today but my friend insisted on a post..so..tada!!..hope you're happy..hehe)

~nuff said~

gile aa..tak gi klas langsung ari nih...tido sikit punya lama daa ari nih..sampai dah tak tau dah mana satu mimpi ke realiti ke..huhu..wasted giler rasa ari nih..besok dah aa dapat take home exam..huhu...aku tak stadi apa pon nih..walaupon take home exam...aduh..

~nuff said~

tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikan mu..

argghhh..penatnyer ari nih...rasa cam bole tumbang tido skarang jek..tapi hw tak siap agi..huhu..kejap lagik kot buat...bole2..ptg tadik men basket ngan pak tam giant beso gile nak mampos..tensen aku..double team ngan ajim pon kantoi gak..waaa..penat sial jaga mamat tuh..dah aa berlagak giler.. tapi still kena puji ngan pak tam tuh..hohoho..tapi aku rasa takde best mana pon aku main tadik..shoot tak masuk sumer..hoho..org len main lagik best aku rasa..

anyway..gambo kat atas nih gambo time picnic kat mentor ari tuh..if any of my family members sees this..hush hush aa ok?..huhu..blom dapat lesen lagik nih..asal aku letak gamba nih kalo aku takut kantoi?..huhu..dah nih jek satu gambo aku sorang2..huhu..ada lagik satu..tapi tak macho cam gambo nih..hohoho..

~nuff said~

waaaa...

ari nih dapat balik dua exam yg aku buat last week..aduh..sedey gak aa tengok..cam rasa bole dapat lagi tinggi..aduh..nak buat camana..dah tu jek yg bole aku dapat..heh..anyway..tadik baru laa dapat dengar suara mak aku..waahh..rindu siot ngan suara mak aku..org len takde la plak..sume keje..pagi kang mak aku kate nak call lagik..so mmg kena bangun awal aa kot..huhu.. nih gamba mimi nih sajek je aku post..comel..cam aku..hahaha..

~nuff said~

kosong...

i'm just feeling really empty now. don't know why. maybe i'm just feeling guilty about some things that i might or had done. heh, don't know why i'm feeling guilty. maybe it's because it's been nearly what...4 months since i last called home?...i didn't do it purposely though. every time and never fails...i just don't have enough money..hehe...weird isn't it?...just got some money and it's already gone. well, i just bought myself a calling card just now..and officially..i'm already done for july... don't even have enough money to buy my cigarettes. i don't know why i like spending money. i can't seem to keep it near me. it's like a curse. if there is money near me it's gone and you will never see it again..

really want to hear the voices of my family again. i think i'm becoming mad because it has been so long since i've called home. really missed them.

~nuff said~

YA-HA!!!!

hmm..today is already friday...yesterday was horrible...i tink i flunked my thermo test..just answered 2 and a half questions..i think. he said it wouldn't be hard..but nooo it was hard..i think it was harder than the homework. not all the questions, just the final 2. argghh, i hate it when a test goes wrong. oh well, at least it's over and i'm on a 4 day weekend !! YA-HA !!

played b-ball every day of the week. the pain and agony...but hey, it's good for the body so i have no complaints. maybe just one. we were playing basketball yesterday and this guy wanted to play with us. the stench from his clothes, damn...my socks that i didn't wash for three weeks didn't stink like he did...fortunately he was not on my team and i'm not responsible for guarding him. so i just played along. but you know, sometimes, he just wizzed pass me and i swear i thought that i was going to pass out. that is definitely the best offence strategy that you could have. stink yourself up and no one and i mean NO ONE will ever guard you. fortunately yesterday was not his lucky day. many of his shots was off target and lucky for my team we won..hehe.

today was slow...nothing much happened. saw that coming. went to buy chicken and groceries and stuff came back and played b-ball again today. seriously, i think basketball is becoming addictive for me and my pals here at my university. we don't have anything to do here man. hmm, thinking about nothing to do, after suumer classes end i think i'm gonna be alone here for awhile. damn. what will i do then? hmm...well, one thing is for sure. i'm gonna be in my room sleeping, if i'm not then i'm at the court shooting some hoops or going out getting some fresh air if you know what i mean..hehe..that is my activity schedule for the rest of summer..i think..

hmm, it's been a long time since i've posted any pictures on my blog.. oh well, there's no pictures to brag about..hehe..

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dammit

aduh...tensen giler 201 tadik...byk la plak soklan theory..rasa nak nangis jer tadik buat exam..argghh..

anyway..duit MARA dah masuk..yeayy(dengan nada bosan tahap gaban)...100 gak lagik..siot tul aa..sodol dah maki sumpah seranah dah semalam..sampai tak terkata2..haha..malam nih have to do the rest of my 225 hw...antar besok woo..gile apa..pastu khamis ni exam lagik..huhu...kering cecair otak aku minggu nih..nasib baik 4 day weekend..kalo tak mmg aku amik cuti aa ari senin tu..

nak buat apa weekend nih pon aku tak tau..nak tengok wayang pon..citer apa jer yg ada...charlie and the chocolate factory..haha..mungkin aku gi tengok gak kot citer tuh..cam lawak jer johnny depp berlakon..kalo tak lawak..hmm..rugi 5 dollar aa kot..tower city je pon..argghh..tensen tak ilang lagik nih..tak tau camana nak ilang tensen...patut beli punching bag satu aa..buat bahan belasah dikala tensen..kat gym ada ker punching bag?..aku rasa cam tak penah nampak pon..walopon aku gi gym pon sekali dua jek..huhu..

aduh..bosan la plak..cam tanak gi jek klas ari nih..tapi dapat hw...argghh..selamba je aa..gi aa..dapat hw time break balik..huhu..ptg nih men basket lagi kot..bosan siot tak buat apa2...

~nuff said~

tak boleh tido lagi...lalala

hmm...this is the fourth time i've rewritten this line. just don't know what to write. friday just pass me by...and all i remember was basketball and walmart. heh..i really need to do something with my free time. study perhaps?..hehe, it's a longshot but maybr i could make that happen if i have the willpower. what to do this weekend? besides studying for my 201 exam and ny thermo hw which is the pain in the ass. seriously, i'm really grateful that i have kerm and the other guys studying with me or not i would have been a total nutcase by now. interpolate this, interpolate that...argghh, give me such an awful headache. well, at least i f i could just manage to get a good grade for this course, i think i'm on the safe side.

yeah, almost forgot that i have to cook tonight...don't even know what to cook...oh well..guess i have another 12 or so hours to thiink of something to cook. one other thing, my japanese is going down the drain. damn, wish i didn't put all my japanese books in the storage. i am starting to forget all the characters and it's just a matter of time until i forget all the kanji that i had already learned. argghh!!..i hate this...futhermore i can't sleep, and i can't seem to kill the second boss in musashi:the legendary samurai..hmm..

anyway, just finished browsing friendster (yeah, i'm boring. sue me) and found a couple of my long lost frens from my troublesome childhood and i also found some cute girls also but really not my type (a.k.a gedik tahap maksimum)...but they were cute though...i hate it when a beautiful girl has an attitude problem. really do. but being a gentleman i'll just take a deep breath and go with the flow....hehe

wow look at the time...need my beauty sleep..not really in the mood to sleep but i need the rest..i think..

~nuff said~

ntah..pikir punya lama, tak tau title dia apa..hoho

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No way
Girl: What would you choose: your life..or me?
Boy: My life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

huhu...just thought that this is true..

~nuff said~

seksa minggu ke-2 plak abes..

okeh..baru ada masa nak tulih blog nih..huhu..padahal mmg takde benda nak tulih pon..saje je..nuthin to do..might as well type sumthin here..

waaa..makin ari makin susah jek klas nih aku rasa...so dengan itu..telah diperkenankan oleh Ilham Junaidi Ismail..maka dengan ini, di isytiharkan...aku nak withdraw MATH 224..hohoho...ingat ari tu bole bawak..last2...takleh..bukan aku takleh stadi sendiri..but..aku pikir 224 jek..mamat Atilla tu muncul dalam kepala..pastu terus rasa malas nak stadi..aduh..bole jek sebenornyer..tapi aku dah takleh tahan dah nih..225 dah aa sooklan dia camtu..201 pon..aduh..so dari aku amik 3 subjek kantoi sume..baik aku amik 2 subjek pastu tak kantoi..hoho...besides, summer nih beb..org kate aku mat stadi pon..mat stadi pon kadang2 kena rehat jugak..

hmm..nak tulih apa lagik..aku pon tak tau..dalam dua hari nih asik thermo jek dalam kepala..tensen jadik nyer..ok aa nak tidoq..

~nuff said~

waaaaa...mana kunci aku nih???...ngaaaa..tensen nyer..waaaa...abes duit aku kena buat kunci baru....waaaa..kopak aa camnih..huhu..

~nuff said~

hahaha..lawak..

ahaha..apa citer weih?..patut ari nih gi trail walking..bleh tak bangun plak..ingat palin lupa nak kejut aku..pastu tetiba dia pon tak bangun..hahahahaha...lawak sial..so aku pon tak tau sape yg pegi..huhu..anyway ari nih cam macam weekend biasa aa..bosan giler..tapi apa2 hal..bole aa aku stadi kot malam nih..ntah aa..bole kot..hoho..apa aa nak jadik weih?...huhu...

~nuff said~

ngaaa...sangappp...ngaaa

skarang dah kol 1235...tengah bosan giler tak tau nak wat ape...nak tido...tak ngantuk agi..nak men game..malas...hmm..tadi bebudak nih men sofball cam menang beso..hmm..ok aa kot..pastu bebudak nih men basket tak ajak aku..cesss...tensen aa nih..takpe aa..mmg aku kena masak pon..huhu...pedas gak aa aku masak..byk sangat sambal olek kot..hmm..anyway...tomorrow gi trail walking..sebenornyer cam malas..tapi pegi je aa kot..cambest jek..dah lama tak trekking..huhu

~nuff said~

"it's not who I am..but it's what I do.." - dengan nada garau tak ingat..

hahaha..lawak sial citer Batman semalam..rasa nak tercabut isi perut gelak..aku ingat dah abes best dah citer dia.pastu ada plak satu scen dia bercakap ngan suara garau dia...hahaha...lawak giler..anyway..semalam aku siap bleh tertido time men game..apa citer..aduh..abes ps aku..so ari nih cam take five aa dari men game..ngaaaa...sangap..nak buat apa aa ari nih?...cam sat agi nak tengok bebudak nih men sofball....ntah aa..gi jek kot..ngaaaaa....sangap..ngaaaa

~nuff said~

wah wah wah

ok..today is a little bit different from yesterday...cambest?..bole aa..bukan selalu pon rasa riang di hati yg gelap gelita nih..bole aa jugak rasa ada cahaya sket dalam hati nih..huhu..dunno what i am talking about?..takpe takyah tau aa kot...antara aku ngan Allah jek aku rasa..huhu..anyway..hw thermo yg membuatkan aku tensen tahap gaban itu telah siap dihantar..tapi aku still tak wat no 110..sebab mmg aku tak reti..huhu..dia bagi extension antar esok..but malas aa..antar jek..abes citer..malas aku nak pikir2 lagik..besok dah nak kena stadi 224..dah aa tadi tak gi klas dia..bole jek aku rasa 224 nih..khamis nih ada quiz lagik...aduh..bole jer..

oo..lupa lak..aku tulih blog nih sebab just wanted to let the guys n gurls that reads my blog that i finally managed to cut down my smoking habits..just smoked two cigarettes today..hoho..one from had another from momon..hohoho..abes gempak aa isap dua batang jer..ni cam nak tambah sebatang nih..huhu...kira rekod gak aa..selalu 7 batang sehari..(abes aku kira jek..)..lebey kurang aa tu..ada improvement..hoho..okeh..tu jek kot..

~nuff said~

aduh..lama la plak buat hw thermo tadik..hmm..cam nak ponteng jek klas 224 besok nih..tengok aa kalo aku bangun awal sok aku gi aa..insya Allah..

thanks aa weih kat dua org yg bagi comment tuh..ada jugak org sayang kat aku..isk2..hahaha..joking only..apa2 hal tengkiu aa..anyway..nak tulih apa kat sini pon tak tau..aa..tadi dapat gak aku tidoq sejam dua kat bilik momon..giler aa pagi tadik..mmg takleh concentrate gile kat klas..hmm..takpe2..besok insya Allah aku gi klas..tengok aa cmaana..okeh..tu jek kot ari nih..

~nuff said~

Insomnia

aduh...official dah..aku mmg takleh tido ari nih...ngantuk mmg ngantuk..tapi mata takleh pejam..aku tak tau aa apsal..dah kol 630 dah nih..kalo nak try tido bole jer..kang tido kang mmg tak gi klas 224 aa aku..aduh..camana nih?..takkan nak ponteng 224 kot?..tengok aa camana..time2 camni aa nak insomnia..aduh..

~nuff said~

aduh..takleh tido lagik ari nih..apsal ntah..dammit tol..hw dah aa tak siap agi nih..ada ke patut gi bantai tengok mr. Bean kat laptop feezul tadik...aduss..nasib baik dah siap dua chapter..one more chapter to go aa kire..semenjak dua menjak nih rasa cam off la plak aku nyer basketball skills..if you want to call them skills aa..asik tak masuk jer..hangin aku..tadi men agi..baru perasan..tak pakai wristband rupa2nyer...patut aa asik over shot jer..hoho..alasan baik punya..patut bole bergembira malam nih..tapi jauh aa nak gi bergembira..dah aa takde transport nak gi bergembira...ok jer aa kot..kalo bergembira tadik mesti tak siap nyer dua chapter thermo..hoho

tadik masak sweet and sour..last2 jadik sour terus..sweet dah ilang gik mana ntah..byk sangat kot aku letak..ntah..nanti aku blaja aa masak..ilek2 aa dullu..tadi kol 230 merupakan titik permulaan aku utk berusaha berenti isap rokok..sebab time tu mmg dah rokok terakhir aku isap..pasni tak beli dah kot..pau org kadang2 jer kot..bole2..yakin bole adi..haha..lama siut tak dengar org panggil aku adi..heh..

ahad nih pon tak tau nak wat apa..buat hw aa kot..hoho..rajin giler..nanti nak stat aa segmen "apa yg aku tak pueh ati" kat blog nih..nanti2 aa kot..buat masa skarang takde aa..ok..ngantuk lak tetiba..

~nuff said~

aduh mak..apsal nih..

alamk..tak tidok lagi nih..cmana aku nak tido nih..tapi ok aa..dari aku tulih blog tadik ngan sekarang byk problem idup aku yg aku rasa bole aku telan..kalo takleh telan pon, ignore jer aa..biler pikir2 balik..masalah kecik jer sebenonyer..tapi biasa aa..feelings always make simple problems seem harder...so paham2 aa..masalah kecik, remeh pon aku takleh solve...bole ognore jer sebenornyer masalah tu...tapi..ntah..takleh gak ignore..apsal aa?

dalam post nih...first and fore most...want to apologize to whom it may concern aa..just read sumthing sumwhere that i think that i should apologize for...where and when i read it is not of concern...tapi tu aa aku rasa aku aa culprit dia..bukan aku sorang aa..aku tau ramai..tapi aku rasa aku aa punca sebab diaorg buat camtu...so...to whom it may concern..mintak mahap la byk2...i did not want it to happen..serius tanak...but it did..kalo bole aku mmg tanak discuss about that..tapi Allah dah buat telinga manusia takleh tutup..so terpaksa aa dengar...sorry for the things we talked about..

~nuff said~

who's the daddy now?

allo bebeh!!..dah kol 5 pagi dah nih...still tanak tido..tak tau apsal..tengah dengar lagu peter pan nih...tu jer aa kot lagu yang best kat pc sodol nih..huhu...anyway..kol 10 tadik tengok citer Mr. and Mrs. Smith..gile best..angelina jolie tu beb..rugi gile aa tak tengok kan...ngan brad pitt tuh..kembar aku selang berapa tahun ntah..haha..ok gak aa..ada lawak2 sket..action2 sket..seronok gak aa tengok..gi tengok ngan bebudak nih aa..pastu tadak gi memana pon..biasa aa..tadak duit beb...kalo ada duit dah lama dah kecek momon gi ihop sat..makan2 pancake sat...huhu..pagi kang ada parade apa ntah...nak gi tengok cam bangun jer..bangun jer kot..bole2..haha..kat mana pon tak tau..nak gi tengok parade..bosan syialllll....argggghhh...nak wat apa pon tak tau..semalam men ddr pon ada mat saleh mabuk mana ntah join..huhu..laju gak dia picup game tuh...3-4 kalik men jer dah bole dapat A light..hmm..pasni kena men standard aa kot..ada ker dia nak bukak suar dia semalam depan ada sorang minah India nih...aduh..sah2 mabuk..ntah apa2 ntah...nasib baik tak mabuk piang..kalo mabuk piang abeh aa..mmg dah bogel aa mamat tuh semalam...hahaha..

~nuff said~

lagu utk enip..heh

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walaupon nih lagu sodol..tapi kira tribute kat ko aa enip..heh

~nuff said~

yeaa..one week down, 7 to go

yes!! 7 weeks to go..damn..still a long way to go..did't do anything much today..went to class..played a little basketball..should have played longer but the rain wouldn't agree with me..heh..

lupa plak dah tulih blog nih ptg tadik..tengah tengok basket nih..cam nak kalah jer detroit..aiseyman..takpe aa baru first game..anyway..gile bosan malam nih..tak tau nak buat apa dah..nak men game cam malas..walau pon dah dapat dah guidebook tadik..tapi cam malas la plak nak men...rasa cam nak baca balik I's manga..aku tak tau aa..sedey sangat citer dier..biasa aa utk lelaki sensitip cam aku nih mmg aa rasa sedey..tapi cam tu aa..bad luck jer Ichitaka Seto tuh..macam aku lak..hoho...nak kate penakut tak la plak..haiii..seto, seto

haih..dah takde benda nak tulih..tulih benda nih pon sebab bosan..aku paste je aa kot lagu peterpan nih..cam feel la plak..hoho..

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aikk..tak perasan la plak lirik dia camni...takpe2 takde kena mengena dengan yg hidup atau yg mati..

~nuff said~

waaa..tak bole aa...

ahemm...dah balik dah enip semalam...control macho sial tak nangis...hahahaha..sebenornyer nak nangis sesangat tuh...kena berpisah ngan ucopan..hahahaha..anyway..tadik kantol la plak quiz 224...senang jek soklan mamat tuh bagi..bole mental block..aduh..last minit baru bleh jawab..apa citer?..nih mesti tak isap rokok tadik..rasa cam nak berenti..so ingat nak try aa stat ari nih..takleh la plak..rasa len macam la plak tak isap rokok..baru jer lepas beli rokok dua kotak..waaa..camana nih?..hmm..sampai ke tua aa nampak nyer aku isap rokok..hoho..tengok aa..try aa kot..target kecik2 dulu..try sekotak seminggu dilu..pastu kita panjangkan lagik...sampai takyah..slow and steady aa kot..ala..tak pon..tunggu sampai aku ada awek ker...kalo dia tak suka aku berenti aa..hoho...tak dapat aa..anyway..rasa kurangkan dulu aa kot sebelum stop..hehe..ingat nak wat cam bebudak nih isap light..pikir2 balik..takde rasa la plak isap light..hoho...nak gak isap red tu...hmm..takpe2..bole2..kena control isap rokok nih..nanti winter nak gi UK mampos...dah aa mak aku ada kat situ..kena pandai control gian..huhu

hmm..akhirnya..dah ari khamis..penat sial minggu nih..macam siut jer klas sume..nih baru first week..adeh...takpe2..lagi 7 minggu lagik..boleh2...ganbate kudasai...lagik satu..skarang nih serius rasa idup aku cam Ichitaka Seto..idup yg penuh ngan bad luck dan kesedihan..hehe..sape tak kenal tak kisah aa..takyah kenal..huhu..sat agi klas 225..hmm..besok apa laga..gamers weekend aa kot..yg pastinyer aku sorang je aa gamers..dolah balik malaysia..tinggal aku je aa kot..walaupon dolah tak mengaku aku seorg gamer..cet..

byk nih je aa kot aku tulih ari nih..tak tau nak tulih apa aa ari nih..bukan ada benda best terjadik pon..biasa aa makin bosan aa cleveland...tak tau nak wat apa..gi tengok wayang pon..aduh..


~It's a violent pornography, choking chicks and sodomy, the kind of shit that's on the TV~

~nuff said~

one more thing....

tak ngantuk lagi...aduh..tulih lagik kot sumthing yg aku buat arinih...aku dah stat rasa cam ok jer aa kot atilla tu ajr 224...tp still ambigous lagik aa..kalo quiz dia ok aku on je aa kot..225 plak..cambest jer..kadambi tu menignat kan aku kepada mr Nama..haiii..how are you now aa mr Nama?..anyway...besok enip dah nak balik dah..sedey gak aa..dammit aa..kurang lagi sorang member borak aku..aduh..giler aa..skarang rasa cam kehilangan sorang abg yg aku hormati aa kot..ye aa..giler byk benda dia tulun aku selama nih..ada masalah mamat nih aa aku paling comfortable sekali borak..sama aa ngan zul n hamzah..aku tau mesti bosannya dengar aku melalut jer tapi enip dengar gak..aku tau ko tensen enip aku melalut jer ngan ko..huhu mintak mahap byk2 no?..frust jer jumpa enip, zul, hamzah...pastu borak..pastu buat lawak pasal benda yg aku frust...hahaha....giler aa..mula2 mmg aa rasa cam tensen jer diaorg buat camtu..tp lelama rasa cam besh la plak...rasa cam rapat gile..aduh..hamzah balik aritu dah kurang da sorang...niyh enip plak balik...camana nih zul?...dengan ko jer kot..nanti kita gi arabica kita borak cam dulu2...hehe..tp tu aa..masa silam yg indah hanya tinggal kenangan...bile aku pandang Arabica jer, rasa cam Arabica tu aa aku nyer sanctuary..dulu2 aa..sebab ada zul, hamzah ngan enip...borak2 sume...ptg2 hamzah call bilik aku jer.." Bob, Arabica jom"...set...borak punya borak....ayat lazim zul..."ilek bob ilek"..ayat lazim hamzah"tu aa hang...."...hahaha...enip dengan tenang isap rokok..cam abes macho aa..cet..aduh..kenangan masa silam..

okeh...dah ngantuk kot..tido aa..and hopefully bangun kol 8 pagi...arggghhh!!!!

~nuff said~

manga sedey..

aduh..takleh tido la plak..camana nih?..dah kol 3 dah ni....waaa..tulih aa sumthing kat sini kot..nanti bole aa kot terlelap ke apa ke..

anyway..as anyone who is close to knows, i'm a manga maniac...tapi dalam dua tiga menjak nih, ada dua manga yang bile aku baca rasa mmg sedey gile..walaupon manga tu cam perverted sket ( biasaa aa, manga sodol..hohoho..sori sodol!!)..tapi plot citer dia mmg sedey aa..kesian kat hero dia..satu manga tu nama dia I's Manga..mula2 baca mmg nampak cam komik hentai jer..tapi baca punya baca...aduh..gile complex relationship die..kesian gak aa kat hero die..macam2 masalah timbbul bile dia nak confess kat minah tuh...aku rasa cam giler sedey masib mamat nih..tapi pikir2 balik...aduh..manga jer pon..tapi bile aku belek2 balik baca..bole gak aa jadi kat org betul2..aku cam baca sedey giler..bile abes sekolah jer mamat tu try nak lupakan minah tu..try aa dating org len..tetiba jumpa balik minah tu...jadi superstar plak..aduh..pastu dalam satu interview dia kate dia tanak ada b'fren sebab dia tengah tunggu someone..aduh...gile sedey sial..3 tahun mamat tu try nak confess kat minah nih..minah ni plak dah sound kat tv...pastu diaorg jumpa try aa date..awek baru mamat nih tak pueh ati plak...pastu syarikat tv plak pressure tanak bagi minah tu ada bf...aduh..gile byk sial rintangan dia..tp biasa aa last2 mesti dapat nyer..tapi aku rasa cam gile babi tabah mamat nih..aduh..kalo aku tabah cam dia kan bagus..haiii..second story nih len plak..mamat tuh tak buat apa2 pon..tapi tup tup dah ada 4 org pompuan minat dia...tapi biasa aa..dia takleh make up his mind..last2 dia suka kat satu jer..pastu macam2 masalah plak timbul..takleh make up mind balik..aduh...giler sedey sial..tak abes lagik citer dia..tengah tunggu sodol download lagik..

biler aku baca kisah2 mamat2 manga nih rasa cam kagum gak dengan semangat diaorg..bukan apa aa..sanggup buat apa saje sial for the "love of their lives"...macam kagum gak aa..kalo bole aku nak jadi camtu gak..bukan nak 4 org pompuan suke kat aku aa..kalo bole apa salahnyer..kuikuikui...but seriously aa..when you find that someone..you just can't let her go..tu aa yg aku respect watak hero citer2 nih..mmg bertungkus lumus aa utk membuktikan cinta diorg..membuatkan heroin citer tu cair balik walaupon dah tekad kat hati nak putus...haii..

If only I was that strong....

~nuff said~

summer klas stat dah!!!

hari ni bermula lah sudah summer classes yang aku rasa agak tensen..cam nak drop jer 224 amik fall..tapi tengok aa dulu..tapi mamat tu ajar mmg susah nak paham aa..apa dia tulih kat papan itam tu bole aa aku paham..tang dia terangkan tuh dah tak paham jadiknye..aduh..tawakal jer aa..kantoi amik jer next sem..burn aa aku nyer 301..tak pon burn aa subjek lain..yg pasti jepun mmg wajib kena amik aa fall nih..huhu..mana bleh beb..dengan lecturer kesayangan aku tuh..kishi sensei..lama gile tak jumpa dia..

klas 201 ok jer kot..walaupon hw dia aku wat cam nak tanak jer..bole buat sebenornyer..tapi bisa aa first day of klas..bole buat lima jer..yg lain tu kena pikir sket..otak aku tak panas lagik..so besok aa kot buat..hoho..thermo aku tak tau lagik...kalo susah sangat aku drop jer aa kot 224..tengok aa camana..kalo dah terlampau tensen baik drop satu..kang tak drop kang tiga2 hancur baik takyah..so to make things safe aa kan..tapi tengok dulu aa this week camana..

panas la plak cleveland nih..aduh..haii..panas takleh sejuk pon takleh..camana nih..hmm..miami heat kalah la plak..aduh ingat bleh menang..detroit lagi la nampaknyer final..ok aa kot..mmg kuat pon detroit..nampak cam complete sangat team tuh..sume terer..

tu je aa kot masa yg ada utk merepek di sini...kena tido aa..besok klas kol 930..waa..

~nuff said~

makin kerap la plak aku tulih blog nih...hmm..mesti aa..takde benda sial nak buat..bosan tahap maksimum hampagas..anyway..baru beli game baru..ingat cam nak ilangkan bosan aa..tapi yg tak best nyer bapak susah game tu....naik hangin aku..nak dekat 10 kali dah asik mati jer..waa..tensen aa camni..hmm..bebudak len gi tengok wayang..the longest yard kot..nak ikut but kete dah penuh nak wat camana?..duduk aa aku kat bilik nih with nuthin to do..hoho...nak chatting pon ngan sape?..ucop aa ada kejap tadik..umah enip pon bosan gak..haii..mmg ari bosan ke ari nih?..aduh..dah aa kot..nak gi isap rokok..lagi besh..layan blues jap..

lupa lak nak tulih kat blog sebelumnyer..for the last time aa kan..yoh-kun tu bukan aku!!!...arghh tensen tul..that is the address for my blog only..i don't leave messeges with that name..aku pakai no 23 or bobby..that is all..yoh-kun is not me!!!...kalo ada org kate yoh-kun tu aku lagik..serius aku meletup..and sesape yg pakai nick tu tolong aa..takde nama lain ke geng..bukan nak kate apa aa..be creative sket..