waduh2..bosannya hari nih..nak tulih apa pon tak tau..no money, nuthin to do...arggghhh..well..i could go play my game..but..nah...finished it already..bosan..

finished my second physics exam yesterday..wohoo!!!..now that's sumthin to celebrate..did it in the dark too..damn copi..did the exam in a dark room...what was he thinkin?...anyway...i'm broke..yeah, it's already oficial..i don't even have enough money to buy me lunch...argghhh...why did they have to cut my monthly allowance now?...hmm..don't want to work..it's a distraction from study (a.k.a i'm too lazy to work...). well, don't want to trouble my mom though...just have to wait for the next installment from the people upstairs...when i mean upstairs..i mean my sponsors...waaaa!!!...why are they too cruel to us students?..don't want to borrow money...as my uncle always say...borrowed money only gives you limited hapiness..huhu..he's one heck of a guy..bought a car by cash..heh..asked him why..he just told me he wantrd thr car to be his right away..not by paying for it part by part every month..heh..great man..argghhh...what am i going to do for the next..hmm..how many days until the next installment/..5?..10?..waaaaa!!..just have to eat at fribley for ten days..damn it...no fun...

~nuff said~

haii...what the...?

hoi hoi...aduhmak..dah march dah...aduh..next month dah nak final..warghh..tensen aa nih..dah aa tengah takde duit sumer..lagik tensen...hmmm..camana ni?...mmg tengah kering gile skarang nih...ok je aa kot..kalo aku ari2 makan fribley ok je kot..waaaa....sedey sial..dah aa makan fribley..hmm..nasib baik aku tak hutang org..huhu...lega sket aa kot...aduh..kepala penin agi nih..tak aa pening sangat..tp cam high semacam je..huhu..gilak aa..serios aa..rasa hepi gile ari tu..tak tau apsal..gelak tak berenti..hahaha....lawak bodo..hahaha...

anyway...idup kat sini skarang cam dah kembali normal a kot..takde benda sangat nak aku tulih kat sini...exam tak aa teruk sangat tapi tak memuaskan gak aa..jumaat nih exam lagik..aduh..meletup kepala aa camni..arghhhh..ok je kot..bole2...berusaha..ganbate..apa je la yang ada kat cleveland nih...mmg takde benda langsung nak citer...love life?...hahaha..kakak aku baru tanya benda yang sama..dah ada yang berkenan?..takkan takde kot.....cet..mmg aa ada..kalo bole berkenan kat sumer...hahahahaha...mana ada..takde aa..ilek2 aa bab2 bercinta2 nih...kalo ada jodoh, ada aa cinta..ye tak? jgn peninkan kepala aa..mesti ada nya yang tersangkut nanti...all i need is time and patience..huhu...cakap je banyak aku nih..walhal sebenonyer mmg dah ada yang berkenan di hati...tapi pikir2 balik...diri sendiri tak terurus..ko nak tambah lagi sorang dalam idup ko....cet..nanti2lah..abg adi oii..

one more thing ari nih yang membuatkan aku terasa dah tua sangat...choi san from japanese class said that i look old...shit...waaaa....ada org kate aku nampak tua..damn it...haii..mmg dah tua pon...dah nak masuk 21 dah..mmg aa..aduh..rindu sial masa sekolah menengah dulu...bapak best...samseng tak ingat..aduh..sekarang tak tau aa..dah lembut sket kot masuk University nih..aduh..mmg aa..dah takde member2 sumer..haii..mana aa bebudak tu skarang...warghhh....tensen...mak plak asik tanya jer...dah ada ke blum?...aduh..makin penin kepala aku..waaa...blom agi aa mak..ilek2 dulu..huhuhu

allo...allo..allo...spring break is over!!!

haa..dah buat website dah..tapi cam ala kadar je kot..cam takde benda cam flash ke shockwave ke..takde aa..benda2 basic cam shoutbox je..hoho..but the site is still under construction so...kalo tak lawa ataupon too childish..tu sebab tak siap agi..tak cukup images aa..huhu..thanks to rasyid sebab ajar aku dreamweaver..hahaha...baru nak belaja aa..tengah bz gile..huhu..

aisey..dah abes dah spring break?...ni yang aku maleh nih...tak rasa spring break pon...snow je memanjang..tensen aa nih...dah aa ada exam jumaat nih..tak stadi apa agi nih..warghhh...hmmm... what to do today?..bosan aa..nak gi richie chan takde duit lak..nak main game dah tak feel sebab dah nak skolah balik...aduh...dunia2...

aduh..aku tau aku tak ensem...so???

He was not handsome..But he had feelings..
One day, he felt in love with one gurl..A
gurl he really had a crush on..But he
realized that he was not handsome..So he
kept it deep inside his heart..

He was not handsome..Knowing this, he still
approached the gurl he admired..Upon
approaching her, he asked her name and
asked for her number.. They came into
contact with each other..The guy was so happy
and he felt nice talking to the gurl..

He was not handsome..He had to remember
this all the time..He knew he couldnt say out
his wish to the gurl..However, one day, he
took up the strength to call the gurl..When
he was about to pick up the reciever, the phone
rang..It was her..His crush...His gurl of his
dreams..she asked him out on that
night..There was no reason for him to say
NO..That night, they went to a restaurant..for
dinner..

He was not handsome..This was proven to
him at that night..When the gurl told him that
she had a crush on another guy. his heart was
crushed into pieces by his own crush..but he didnt
say a word..He knew it..He was not handsome~!...

He was not handsome..and he knew he
wont get his gurl of his dream..So he intended to
help the gurl out..He took the gurl to the guy
whom she had a crush on..After a week, he
saw the gurl dating with the guy..He knew
that there is no more hope for him..

He was not handsome..and this made him
loose his love..He just kept his feelings deep
inside his heart..But it was okay for him..as
his love was happy with the guy she loved..

He was not handsome..but maybe his
powerful love brought his gurl back to
him..One day, the gurl came all the way
crying to him..she said to him that she lost
the guy,the guy play timer and dumped her..she
was all in tears and didnt know where to go..

He was not handsome..but he loved her..He
wiped the tears off the gurl and gave a warm
hug..The gurl felt the warm feel gush through
her nerves and touch her heart deep
inside..she realized that this is her true love..

he was not handsome..but he found his love
finally..and he was happy ...

ini adalah citer yang dipetik dari frenster...imaginasinya...mmg aa cam hepi ending kan...tapi..realitinya?...mmg dah fitrah manusia memilih fizikal yang cantik dan sempurna di mata mereka..tapi..betul la jugak...semua hidupan di bumi allah ni ada perasaan..nak2 manusia yang panas baran cam aku nih...bukan apa..macam citer nih...mmg tak dinafikan aa penah terjadik kat aku dan ramai lagik member2 aku...tp..mengapa?...tak cukup sifat lelaki ke?...aku rasa cukup dah kot..hmm..rupa paras je aa kot..ok aa..aku paham..mmg aa..sape nak sehidup semati ngan orang muka cam gorilla kan? mmg aa....but think about it..if you judge a book by it's cover, you're gonna miss a hell lot of fun reading it...ntah aa..mungkin gak aa kot aku nih tak cukup sifat...wallahualam..asalkan bahagia dah le..motto idup aku kat cleveland nih, "if you're hepi i'm hepi for you. if you're sad, you know who to count on". i'm not saying me, but just follow your heart..so..macam tujelah kot aku nak merau kat sinih..one more thing aa...tulun aa jgn post benda2 lovey dovey yang memberi harapan palsu kepada SESETENGAH org...ok? calos...

~nuff said~