unbelievable...

today, nothing much happen. well, just that something from the past that i have already forgotten nearly 5 years already came back to haunt me..hahaha...just thinking about it makes me want to laugh..i should have known not to explore frenster today. and why is she here? in america? damn takde continent lain ke dia bole pegi? anyway, didn't know she was here in the states. so it was her i saw in illinois last year.. arghh..i thought it was my imagination playing petty tricks on me. well, she was history anyway. but i don't like this type of feeling. she was the first. and she happens to be here. what are the odds right? damn. well, fate has its ways to make you laugh on a gloomy day doen't it? hahaha. okey enough about the past.

today i have a meeting about my final presentation....again...i hate this presentation stuff..another 2 hours and i'll be downstairs doing powerpoint and stuff for the presentation. tomorrw maybe have a little rehearsal for it..arghh just hope to be done with it as soon as possible. another two weeks and i'm off to malaysia man. and i'll have 3 weeks to rest before class starts again. another year until i graduate. the funny thing is, i want to stay like this forever. in this university with friends..haha. but alas, life must go on. i'll be going home next year, doing nothing at first and then find a job. work my butt off everyday. arghhh...boring!!!

ouran gakuen hosutobu..irrashaimase!!!

tak tau dah nak tulih apa kat blog nih...sebab rasa life aku mmg dah jadik rutin jek skarang nih...nothing interesting anymore...member sumer lepas sorang balik..sorang lagik balik...pastu sorang lagik..adoiii..makin mundane hidup aku kat bumi cleveland yg sememangnyer mundane nih..

hmm..semalam gi tengok fireworks kat the flats..4th of july le katekan...lebey kurang cam last year nyer fireworks jer..at least this year bole tengok dari awal sampai abes aa..last year punya dapat tengok tengah2 jer..sebab lambat..

dah lama tak bermain basketball...bukan aku tanak men..dah sorang2 nak buat camana..huhu..org len sumer demam men bola le katekan..world cup ni haa punya demam..takde le org nak men basket dah skarang..adoii..makin bosan aa aku tiap2 ptg..aku gi men kat veale pon men sorang2 shooting2..driving2 bodo jer..kalo mamat omputeh tu tak cukup org baru le aku join..kalo tak segan aku..bukan terer sangat pon..tengok diorg men pon aku dah rasa level jauh giler..kena training lagi aa kira kalo nak men on the same level ngan diorg..

tensen aa..arghhh...tensen giler..rasa cam nak menjerit sekuat hati jer..tp kat mana aku nak jerit? kat dalam bilik nih walopon sound proof..aku rasa org len akan dengor gak nanti..malau la plak nanti..huhuhu..too much rage deep inside..feeling like a balloon ready to explode..adoii..

need to do something to vent out my anger...pressure..whatever you want to call it aa..main basket aa initially..tp dah takde org nak men..adoiii..org yg dedicated pon cam takde respon jer..arghh..haiii..besok men sorang ler aku kat veale sok..