first post in a long time...

it has been a long time since my last real post. I have been very busy with all the assignments, exams, quizs and what not. didn't have the time to write in this blog. already been in cleveland for 3 years and a half. a lot of things happened when i was here. a lot of good times, bad times. times when i could laugh with my friends, times when i cry alone at night. i could not believe that it had been 3 years already. i remember boarding my first flight to the states like it was only yesterday. but alas, time waits for no one.

for the past two weeks i felt like my world is becoming smaller and smaller until there is no more room left for me to breath. assignments due tomorrow, exams, quizzes, oral draft, case studies...arghh..just can't stand all of that stuff. but, that's the life of a a student here at case. you work your ass off just to get a B.

felt a liitle nostalgic tonight. scrolling through frenster like there's nothing better to do(because there is nothing better to do) looking back at all the guys and gals that i've meet, all of them looks like they will live happily ever after. as for me, well, only time will tell now won't it? everytime i write this blog, i'll remember the other times that i wrote this blog. those times were different. now i write because i'm just continuing something that i started. in those times, i wrote because i have a reason to write. because in those times, i felt like going crazy if i don't let it all out. but now, when everything is revealed, i just don't have anything to let out anymore. well, i have something occasionally, but not as frequent as the past blog entries. let just say a certain incident made me what i am today and i feel that i learned somthing from that incident. well i guess that's all for today. maybe i'll go out have a smoke and go to sleep. oyasuminasai everyone.

hek eleh..huhu

adehh..kamon la weih..kalo dah tulih blog tuh..takyah aa delete mendelete entry sebab terasa tetiba plak takut menyinggung perasaan org len...hidup kena terus beb...don't write it in the first place if you can't handle the heat later aa kan...cambest jer aku tengok tulih kat blog frenster tuh..nih best nih baca nih...kate hati setan aku...tp bukak2 jek tuptup..not found plak..try bukak blog org len bole jer...so satu je aa konklusi dia..dah delete blog entry..hadoii...tu ler..kalo nak tulih benda2 menyakitkan ati org, tulih diary jer..takyah ngengada tulih blog because you don't know who is reading...aku len..aku jenis yg tak amik kisah pon..don't give a f*&k aa kira...ko nak kate apa pasal blog aku no hal nyer..at least terus terang jer...takyah aa selindung2...tp aku mmg try to make my blog clean aa dari sumer benda2 merapu and keep it to my life only aa kot..walaupon tak berjaya2 jugak..ada aa sket2 aku tak pueh ati sini n sana...tp benda aku tak pueh ati munasabah gak aa..n aku sound for the good of eberibodi...kalo org yg aku kisahkan kat blog aku tu baca entry akuk pon mesti ada jugak aa rasa betul gak apa aku cakap...segelintir mesti ada aa walopon sebeso lubang jarum...anyway..byk keje tak buat agi nih...just want to make it clear aa...think about what you want to write in a blog before you publish it...if you want to ramble about something that you don't want others to see...write a diary or journal...and give it a password or sumthin...signing off...