Well, it has been a month since my last post. A lot had happened during my absence here on my blog. Man Utd overtook liverpool, Cavs swept Pistons in the playoffs, swine flu broke in mexico. As for me...finally settling in.
I have a lot of things that I want to do, buy or achieve in my life and I think with my current lifestyle it would be really difficult to achieve....
Anyway, all things whether good or bad happens for a reason. I just hope that the reason would bring meaning to my life.Now I feel that my life is empty. I just wake up every morning go to work interact with people, come back, eat dinner, sleep and go through the cycle over again the next day. I admit I am not a devote prayer. I always lose 5-0, sometimes 3-2 everyday when it comes to prayers. I am trying to better myself. But, whenever I try to, the emptiness just creeps in and left me feeling well...empty. Friends say I need someone to talk to maybe a girlfriend. Can't argue with that. I like to have a girlfriend, but I don't think that there is someone with my preference out there. If there is someone, maybe I am just not there type!! It is hard being me. Keeping secrets, making promises that I think I can't keep. Having friends but feels alone.
Damn, I really need something to do!! Something like a hobby. Maybe going to gym. huhuhuhu...going once is easy. twice. ok. third time. meh.....
Looking at my pictures when i was in Cleveland and i've realized that i have gotten really fat!!! arghhhh!!! Need to play basketball. Come on guys!!! when are we going to play basketball??!!!