damn...

finally got the clock working right..heh..just need to adjust some things....anyway..

can't sleep today...don't know why..maybe the girl's whisper were too loud..i don't know...really in a bad mood..saying stuff that i hated to hear..what the hell..well...life goes on doesn't it?...i hate when people judge me and they turned out to be wrong...don't they know its just stupid to judge people...it's ok if you're good at judging people...but to just blurt out and say someone is selfish when they don't know the guy is just pretty damn stupid..i'm not selfish...i'm just quiet...i'll listen if you talk to me..besides, i don't have to talk when there's nothing to talk about..i don't know..maybe i am selfish..but i don't think so..well...let them say what they want..they don't know me..i'm just a foreigner here..no one here understands me...sigh..i wish i have frens that could really understand my feelings...like in the old days at high school..man, those were the days...well, can't dwell on the past now can i?..just have to look forward to my future..and i don't think that it's a pleasant one...

still...i really miss those days...sigh