i was scolded by my mother yesterday...because she found a picture of me and jet riding a roller coaster ( sorry jet!!)...told her she was only a friend but..well, you know parents..too protective..she went on telling me that i should study first..bla bla..get my degree first before getting a girlfriend..bla..bla....and that was what i did...i always respected my parents..always following their orders...when i just bend them a little, she goes haywire...well...i'm already used to all the long hours of scolding and yelling...when i am being scolded it's like listening to music...i could sit there for hours pretending to listen to music from flop poppy for all i care...because i'm already used to it...people don't know this...but scolding is how my mother communicate with me...well not all the time..but most of the time...when i just bend the rules a little...bam!!...scold...got second instead of first..bam!!...scold again...got 3.5 instead of 4.0...bam!!..scold again...and again...and again...i'm not saying that she hates me..she loves me..i know that..she loves me with all her heart...i know she is just having a lot of pressure because i'm her last hope for getting a son that could get 1st class honors..my brother could..but because he was lazy he got 2nd class upper..my mother did.t show it but i know she was devastated...that's why i just keep my cool whenever she scolds me..eventhough sometimes my blood boils when she scolds me...i just go to my room ad listen to some music to cool it off..i'll never scold my mother back...NEVER...because she is the only one that i have now...after my father passed away..well..hope i could keep my cool for another 3 years...because that is how long i have before i get my degree...heh
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