What is going on??

apa la nak jadi....day after day it fells like it's all breaking apart...every passing day....i don't know why...feuding here...a little bit of envy there and jealousy between each other....why can't we just get along...i just don't get it...why do we have to fight against each other for things that are not worth it?...we all have problems and differences with other people.....but don't just keep it inside or expressing your problems to people that could not do anything.....that's just not right....i don't like what i'm seeing here and i know some of you who are reading this also do not like this....where were the friendly gestures that we usually make when we bump into each other?...where were the times when everyone was laughing playing soccer or basketball and never had the pressure of a teammate scolding all your faults?....this is not right...we used to be a team....used to help one another....not fight against each other....i'd rather have a "family" here...not some guys and girls who just came from the same country as i am and study here together....where was our "family"?...i know how it feels to have a broken family...you all think i don't?...well...i do.....for 8 damn fucking years...i don't want it to happen here....i really don't....trust me..it's horrible....we are here not just to study and get good grades...we could do that in Malaysia...so please...don't go talking foolish stuff behind a person's back or backstabbing or blaming others before knowing the truth or anything of that nature...i know it's fun but it's not worth it....in the end, it will come back to you...i know i'm not a saint here...but i'm just giving a reminder...it's you who decide...not me...i've decided a long time ago and i'm hanging on to it...