well...just found out about this blogger thingy from reading a posting from my friend...could be interesting writing things just for the fun of it. well, i don't want to think of this blog spot as my diary. i already have a diary. it has tons of secrets that i don't want to write here. i just think of this blog as....hmmm...a place where i could just blurt out things that are not too personal. well, here goes...
today i woke up a wee bit early than usual...don't know why but i think the loud music on the computer has something to do with it. my fren feezul was chatting with his friends. not much of a scare there...funny thing is i can't go back to sleep..so i surfed the internet when he was finished with his conversations...i found something that bothered me...this blog thing...it was my fren's...i learned that she had hidden so many things from her frens...not awful things of course...she is hiding her own problems when she is known as a problem solver and the cheerful one among her frens...i really wanted to do something for her..she has all this problems and she's still smiling over it...she's strong..really strong at heart..but sometimes even the strongest at heart can't go through the day alone..that's what frens are for...she really needs someone to talk to...she had someone...our senior here...but he already graduated...so i really feel sorry for her..well..all i can say is that i will be there for my frens if they need my help....i feel terrible when i read her blogger...it feels like i've been the worst fren ever..not knowing about your frens trouble and try to help..i just feel awful...but it is her choice...if she does not want to talk about it it's not my right to know..but...i really want to help...
heh..talked to much about someone else..well..don't really know what else to write about....i'll just stop here for today..
it sad knowing that you can't help a fren that needs you....
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