It's been a long time since I've written my last blog...Just came back from performing the umrah...so this blog has not been updated for two weeks...well, that's not the only thing that's bothering me..when i was in makkah i was infected by chickenpox...arghhh...
it was a horrible experience...i didn't eat for 5 days because my mouth was infected by bacteria so anything that i swallowed was painful as hell....so my main dish was water...plain old water..and some zam-zam water as well..and some medicine...that's all i ate for 5 days...and i was paralyzed on the bed..could even move my body to the restroom...have to get some help from my sister or my mother...my face was covered with chicken pox until it was bloated up like a balloon...i even couldn't recognize myself when i looked in the mirror...my fever was 39 Celsius...the doctor said if the temp was raised another Celsius, i would have fainted...i was brought to the hospital and the doctor injected me twice...twice!!..and the nurse inserted a needle in my arm to let water or antibiotic (i'm not sure..) into my blood to cool it down...
so, here i am feeling better..but sometimes i feel terrible too..people looking at my scarred face...i felt weird...maybe this is my punishment for being so arrogant (?)..anyway..this is punishment...for what i don't know but i'll accept it with arms wide open (macam lagu la plak!!)
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