i'm just feeling really empty now. don't know why. maybe i'm just feeling guilty about some things that i might or had done. heh, don't know why i'm feeling guilty. maybe it's because it's been nearly what...4 months since i last called home?...i didn't do it purposely though. every time and never fails...i just don't have enough money..hehe...weird isn't it?...just got some money and it's already gone. well, i just bought myself a calling card just now..and officially..i'm already done for july... don't even have enough money to buy my cigarettes. i don't know why i like spending money. i can't seem to keep it near me. it's like a curse. if there is money near me it's gone and you will never see it again..
really want to hear the voices of my family again. i think i'm becoming mad because it has been so long since i've called home. really missed them.
~nuff said~
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