omar balik dah..hmm..tak tau aa nak kate apa...balik dah omar..haiii..i'm not as lively as i used to be aa today..why aa? pelik gak aku ari nih..cam buat sume benda tak betui jek. aduh, kena take time off nih. lama sangat tak men basket kot..ntah..

besok ez ajak sume org gi zoo. but you know aa not too many cars aa. so if i'm lucky ada aa muat aku nak gi sok..kalo takde tempat..hmm..cam biasa aku gi men basket kat veale aa kot..nak dekat dua minggu gak aa tak men basket. ntah ada ke tak lagik jump shot aku nih..ahh fuck..seriously i'm feeling really gloomy right now. i don't know why. nak kate aku ada buat salah ari nih, takde la plak duduk umah elyas jek keje aku. so basically i did nothing much today. arghhh, apsal aku camni ari nih?

anyway next week stat class..tengah runsing skang nih..nak amik stat ker nak amik 301?..aduh..kalo aku amik stat aku kena overide sebab klas penuh. kalo aku amik 301, berasap aa kepala aku next sem....waaaa..camana nih?..

baru skang aku perasan aku nih tak berapa terer buat decision...ntah aa..asik delay jek..biasa aa..bukan apa..aku jenis org yg kalo dah pernah kantoi buat sumthing pastu terus phobia nak wat benda tu lagik..argghh tensen tul aa..i really need to do this but...aduh..ntah aa..camana nak cakap aku pon tak tau..no words for it anymore..mungkin sebab tu kot aku down ari nih..takkan aa..satu hari down nih..wth?

argghh..can't even do this one thing right. it's not that i don't want to but i just don't have the courage. aduh..kalo aku confident cam abg aku kan best..ilek jek..tu aa..lacking confidence satu, phobia satu...aduii..cam2 masalah aa..camana nak idup nih?..confidence pon takde..waaaa...

ntah laa labu..

~nuff said~