life..heh

adehh..what have i've been doing with my life? been asking that question for awhile now and i can't seem to come up with a decent answer. well, i could break it up what i've been doing up until now but, i can't find anything that i've done for the past 21 years to be fulfilling. maybe i've never been congratulated for anything in my life. that's why i'm feeling like " who cares? no one cares.." well, i was raised in a busy family so..

well, enough about the past. where were we? aa yes...didn't do much today...eventhough i had only two classes i slept through the second class..well..i didn't sleep but i wasn't paying attention so that's the same thing. i cooked a decent meal for the first time today. the chicken was fried right, the paste was perfect but the rice had to be soggy..oh well..at least i made a nice dish..

thinking of playing some basketball after japanese tomorrow..have to walk about 1 mile to reach veale but i think it's worth it..i can't be playing basketball once a week..at least twice..now that's commitment..

alas..i finally don't have anything to write because my mind has become blurry..because i'm sleepy..it's 2 in the morning and i need to get up at 830 tomorrow..sigh..well..signing off for now then...

~ I just need someone to hear me....

~from the minds of　 さびしい人。。。