okeh..first things first...i'm suppose to be studying for my 2 exams tomorrow..econ stadi dah..nak stadi math 304 jek nih..but to all who is reading my blog..i just want to make one thing clear..
i'm not interested anymore ok? all the things that went on the past two weeks was just matters of my assignments n homeworks that is really getting on my nerves..i don't know what you all heard and i don't care aaa if my face is like muka orang nak terjun bangunan kan? but that is just how my face looks like all the time!!! hahaha..well it's true..
it's true i've been a little depressed lately but it's strictly about my studies..2 days without sleep doing programming for my 314 class and just did only 2 out of 3 questions? anyone would be disappointed..well..i don't know about you guys aa but i am disappointed at least..and with all the things about my mom saying "i'm worried about you" all the time is not helping me either..and the fact that i haven't slept on my beloved couch for a week adds up to my behavior lately...
but put that all aside...i'm really thankful that i have frens that care about me so much aa kan? seriously thanks for everything..but i'm ok..no hard feelings, terasa cam nak bunuh diri ke apa ke tadak..all is well in the minds of bobby..i'm still cheerful..but skang nih cam dah kurang sket aa kot..takde aa cam dulu..asik bz jer skang nih..hoho..too many assignments man...nak main game skang pon dah kena pikir 2,3 kali..tapi last2 aku main jugak..haha
so..lastly before i go into studying mode..just want to say a couple of things..
1) i am a guy who honors friendship above anything else..because in my opinion..frens are forever
2) i'm not going to make a girl cry..(kalo ada pon by accident)
3) i will do everything in my power to make everyone around me happy even if it takes my happiness away..because the sight of seeing an unhappy friend to me, is worse than me feeling unhappy..
so..with all the statements above..i hope you guys know why i did the things i did..and why i didn't do the things that some guys told me i should..that's just me..some will say i'm just too nice..what can i do about it..it's just how i was raised up to be...
so there you have it..i am who i am..huhu..okeh..nak stadi math 304..exam2..
... and one day everything will goes away, and you'll be a wiser man. Loyalty to friends are hard to find, you're the select few, true to the kind. Nice guys might not be the first, but they are usually the ones people remember in the end
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