月曜日、十七日 十一月

Today was quite a tirng day for me. First time balik dari office kl kol 8 mlm. Pastu jam plak tuh. Aduhai. Yee Peng cuti stat ari ni la plak. Fortunately En. Nazri could sign my claims form. Kalo tak, makan megi je ler bulan depan. Gua sudah tak tahana woo ngan office tengah renovate. Bole collapse paru2 camnih. Dah aa isap rokok lagi plak tuh. apa2 hal cuti dulu khamis ngan jumaat nih. bagi udara segar masuk paru2. huhu.

Sometimes I wonder aa sorang2. Is there someone for me out there? Aku tak tau aa apsal tetiba jer soalan nih terngiang2 dalam kepala. Nak kate aku terdesak sangat nak awek takde la plak. Tetiba jer terswitch on soalan tu dlm kepala. Aku takde aa nak terus single sampai tua kan. Aku pon tanak. Dah fitrah manusia nak berkapel2 lelaki dan pompuan. nak wat camana. Mungkin ada aa kot jodoh aku di luar sana. huhu.

Tegah mengunyah doritos yg aku beli kat cold storage berharga RM 8. tak kisah aa mahal. Worth every ringgit. Doritos tu beb. bukan chachos ye. tu doritos ciplak. cam gi walmart plak ari tu kat cold storage. benda2 yg ada kat walmart kat coldstorage pon ada. rambang ler mata nak beli doritos ler, nak beli tu ler ini ler. tp harga mahal siot. So aku letak balik sume aku amik aku beli doritos jer. sbb tu jer aku mampu setakat nih. Hahahaha. kunyah doritos isap rokok.perghh, layan. lagi layan kalo isap rokok daun US. tp tu sume tinggal kenangan. sambil mengunyah doritos ni ler memori manis pahit masam payau kat US dulu dtg balik. those were the days aa.

dah2..layan movie ngan doritos lagi best.

Wohoo!!

Alas, I have the time to write something here. Let's see what happened since I last wrote my blog? Obama is now the President-elect, I'm broke, my friend got married, I'm still broke. You get the picture. It's not even the middle ogfthe month yet and I'm already flat broke. Ngaa.

I went to Melaka last weekend for Hafiz's wedding. Finally got married and still behaves like a child. Hahaha. when am I getting married? Not in the near future my dear. Candidate pon tadak nak kahwin konon. Cet. I'm in the middle of finding 'The Last Malay Woman' a.k.a 'Perempuan Melayu Terakhir'. Tak jumpa-jumpa lagik. Ingat dah jumpa dah ari tu. But, false alarm rupe nyer.

Sekarang nih alhamdulillah aa dah pindah office kat sentul pastu dah takyah gi JB dah. Ceria sket idup aku. Kalau tak, Ahad jek, JB. Ahad jek, JB. Tak bole blah beb. Mental and physical fatigue kate Mr. Farid kite. Office pon in the middle of renovation. So there's not much work for me to do actually. So, for the time being, rileks saja and enjoy the flow. Bile keje ada nanati baru ler ada tenaga. hoho.

Dah lama tak jumpa bebudak case ni sebenornyer. Bole terkenang lak semalam. Camana ler bebudak nih skang yek? Men basket pon on off jek. ni minggu ni tak tau aa men ke idak. Ramai dah ada teman ni susah aa. Enip aa. Kate sabtu ari tu ko on enip. apa dah jadi? huhu ilek2. aku tau ko ada commitment lain yg lebey penting. tp aku bosan siot. nak clubbing giler not my style. apa jadah gi club tengok org menari cam org gile, muzik sama je every week. perabih duit jek. Aku takleh aa clubbing2 nih. ntah. mmg takde dlm system aku aa bole release tensen gi clubbing. huhu. IMHO aa.

halamak...lagu dealova plak berkumandang di udara..huhu..dah2 lagu ni buat aku sedey jer..macam2 kenangan yg timbul kang...signing off..

What would you do?

What would you do if you realized that love at first sight is bullshit?
What would you do if your childhood sweetheart turned out to be a b**h?
What would you do if you kept falling in love with the wrong person?
What would you do if you were trapped in a love triangle with your best friend?
What would you do if you found the one but it was already too late?
What would you do?
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Huarggghhh!!!...Sleepy...

Another uneventful day at the office. Development on the JEG2 Project are finished. Now I am bored out of my head. Nothing to do except surfing the web and listening to music. But I guess this is the life. Nothing to do, relaxing. A new season of House MD started last week. already downloaded the first episode. Next episode comes out tomorrow. I think. there is already a Heroes season 3 episode 00 on mininova. Already downloaded the torrent but could not start downloading the show because I could not torrent anything in the office(Bandwidth usage is limited). Can't wait to get home today. I want to win all the remaining tournament in Virtua Tennis 3 although i have already achieved No. 1 spot from Roger Federer. (^_^)

Another two days of work. I have to endure another two days of work before I could go on a vacation. Heard the company is going to give our salary early this week. I think it's tomorrow. I hope it's tomorrow. Fingers crossed.

Ramadhan kata pergi, Syawal kata mari...

Dah tinggal berapa hari jer Ramadhan. Pastu Raya. How time flies by. My last post was at the beginning of the fasting month and now here I am writing my blog at the end(nearly) of the fasting month.

Man, I haven't even shopped for my raya clothes yet. Basically I don't have any new clothes and my old clothes are all shabby and torn. I don't have much to wear. Anyone who knows me will tell you i wear the same shirt every week. Hehe. I am waiting on my pay this Friday to go shopping. Just need a pair of jeans, a couple of shirts, some t-shirts and a pair of new trousers and new pair of shoes. Oh, and a pair of baju melayu. I don't think my budget could afford all this stuff but i think i'll manage. Huhu. Money is wayyy tight right now. Paying the bills for the apartment, paying MARA monthly, giving monthly allowances to my mom, cigarettes. urghh. I think I have to stop that filthy habit of smoking but not right now. Hehe. I think i have been making progress. I am now smoking a pack a week. less than my university days which was a day a pack. (-_-;)

Next week is already vacation week for me. Taking leave the whole week and then the extra monday and tuesday the week after. After the vacations over, I am going to start on my revival plan. Going to the gym after work 3 times a week is the target. I don't care if I am fat, just want to be fit as I used to be in the States. Now i can't even play an hour worth of basketball. Just want to be fit like I used to be. Being able to play for 2 hours straight no problem. That is how fit i want to be. Well, we will just see if my revival plan works or not. If I get thinner than that's just a bonus I'll say. <(^_^<)

Can't wait for friday because I will start my vacation on Friday!!!

dah nak puasa dah

It has been nearly 8 months since i have started working with this damn eRMKJ project and the team still can't say when this project will go online. Damn. It's not anybody's fault really. If everything could be solved by playing the blame game this project would have been up and running months ago. Not to blame anyone in particular but come on. Make up your mind on how this system is going to work. I mean it is your system. You guys are going to use it. Therefore, you should have a clear blueprint on how this system is going to behave like. We're here just to build it using YOUR specs. But then again, some of the blame should go to us. Should have asked in detail about it. Too general, you'll get a lot of change requests which is good for the company but bad for the programmers(me) to delete some code implement some new ones. Too detailed, and you'll get a team of programmers that by the end of the day will have to be excused due to extra use of the brain. Now is the critical stage of the project, testing the network and system debugging and what not. To make sure that the system doesn't go 'whoopsie!!!' when it is finally online. Everyone is feeling uneasy right now, including me. Man oh man I just hope this project will finish soon.

Last weekend, the company thought it would be a good idea to sacrifice its employee's weekend of relax and leisure for a 2 day trip to Pangsun for a nice weekend of team building!! yeay!! It was not really that bad. Jungle-trekking to a top of a waterfall, going down a hill flying fox style and many other activities. For the whole weekend I was thinking about my cozy chair at home and a television remote by my side. But it was a good weekend after all. Got the opportunity to make new friends from the office(been there for 8 months and i only knew 7 people from the office..hehe). My reward for the patience in enduring the team building was a second hand PS3 waiting for me at home.Hahahaha. I am now a proud owner of a PS3!! When my pay comes in tomorrow first thing is buying Devil May Cry 4. Been waiting to play that game for ages!!!

The fasting month is right around the corner. Next week to be exact. How time flies by. Well, just wanna wish all fellow Muslims out there happy fasting!!!

It's not telling you how I feel that scares me, it's what you'll say back.

Hehe. To some people who actually reads my blog will say "No, Not this phase again!!" when they read the title. I assure you the idea for the title is only because I just found this quote site and the quotes were quite ok so I decided to use them. Here is another quote:-

Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever.

Well, on to today's post I guess. Not much to write though. Just finished an important meeting yesterday with the client. In my humble opinion, the meeting went rather well actually with minor mistakes here and there. Now I have three days of rest before the next meeting with the district people (Well, two actually, today I have a little bug fixing to do). Going to be back in KL for the weekend. Can't wait for that. Still haven't bought the things i need for the model kit with all the things that happened last weekend. Maybe this weekend will be different(fingers crossed, again).

I think I will be having a money crisis this month. It's only the 12th and my funds are nearly dry!! ngaaaaa...Have to borrow mum's money I guess, again. Luckily I don't have a significant other. If not, my funds will be more drained!! huhu..

Greetings from JB!!!

Hola from the southern city of Johor Bahru!! Came down here a day before yesterday for yesterday's meeting which was the only reason I need to be in JB this week. Meh. That's why I have the time to write something here.

Lately, I have this intense appreciation for model making(Gundam, action figures, stuff like that..). On this japanese guy's blog i saw how dedicated he was at building the thing i was impressed. And the model was a thing of beauty. Makes my collection look like trash. Now, I'm in the middle of raising money to buy the spray paints, brushes, top-coats,masking tapes. Virtually all the things needed to upgrade my model making skills. I'm really into this shit. I don't know why. Just as a new hobby i guess. Well, i guess not that new. Started constructing model kits since I was 15. Stopped because of lack of funds(with all the comics that was coming out then..hehe ). I guess now with my own money and no more interesting comics, I want to upgrade my skills a little bit. hope i could get all the stuff mentioned above before I lose interest because I lose interest quickly...hehehe. I think I need to ask mum for one of her cupboards when my collection grows. Huhu.

Arghh!!!Can't wait to go back to KL this Friday!! Nedd to buy some stuff. Wargghhh!!

Finally!!!

Finally I have the time to write something for this blog!! It has been a long, long time since I last updated this blog of mine. So much to write so little time...

I've already found a job(yeah!). The pay is not that much but it's ok. All the other guys n gals from case have already found jobs also and i think my pay is the lowest...hehehe. What can I say. I'm a contented fellow according to my mum. I think I am a contented man. I don't care how much i make as long as I'm happy (and as long as my brothers and sisters make a lot of money...hehehe). Now I am trying to keep some of my pay for my trip to japan. I think it will be a long time until I could finally step on japanese soil. Well, my target would be another 2-3 years of pay-cutting from my part (could be sooner if some of my frens want to come along).

One more thing, I'm getting fat(not that i was thin before but i'm getting fatter!!). Just don't have time to exercise nowadays. In the old days, I would be playing/practising basketball virtually every evening. Now, there is just no time.

Now, i'm working on a project in Johor Bahru. So every week i go back and forth from KL to JB. On the weekends, i'm here in KL and on weekdays I'll be in JB doing coding. It has been 7 months now, going back and forth to JB. I just want it to end!! arghhh!! I hope the project will finish on time which is by the end of this month and possibbly before the fasting month starts. arghhh!! Fingers crossed. I think this would be all today. Have to get some work done.

The Good, The Bad, The Ugly

It's been a long time since my last post. 5 months to be exact. Wow...That is a long time. Well been busy with some soul searching, a little bit of job seeking, working here and there. It has been a busy 5 months. Since I'm free now, feels like it was the right time for some updating. But alas, as always when i try to update my blog, I will be at lost for words. Don't know what to write. Well i guess just want to say I'm Bored!!!!!!!