my life just had an unexpected turn today..heh..funny isn't it?...when you think you are going to do something that you thought was important in your life, suddenly ada aa jugak benda2 yg seperti menghalang...i'm just sick of it... heh...
anyway..ari nih gi tengok wayang emily rose tuh..horror gak aa sebenornyer...tapi cam dah tak rasa apa2 dah skarang nih..kalau cam biasa, aku tulih aa rasa cam tanak tido aa apa aa..horror aa..but today...tak aa kot....because i'm just sick of it....baru pikir nak berenti isap rokok...serius..this time i WAS serious about it..but a turn of events made me..i don't know..dumbfounded?..don't have a word for it you know...maybe i've said this to many times...lantak aa nak jadik apa..tapi skarang nih cam tak guna pon aku cakap camtu.....sebab aku rasa mmg dah takde makna pon aku nak cuba sedapkan hati aku..heh...tapi tu aa..pengalaman hidup..walaupun pahit cam hempedu...tetap pengalaman yg berguna jugak...life still goes on no matter what you say or do..that's just the way it is..
no matter how cruel this world is to you there will be sometimes that's just too magical for you to hate this world...the first time you had a crush or the first time you made a best friend or something that makes your heart shout in excitement...that's what makes me going...but seriously, at the moment i'm just feeling..i don't know...sad?...nah..more than that i think...don't know how to describe it actually...lantak aa..heh..there i go again...can't help thinking that i may not be happy again..heh...ye aa...last time aku betul2 hepi pon...ntah aa...2 tahun lepas kot..ntah...anyway...tak tau dah nak kate apa..just want to write down something inspirational as last words but frankly..i just don't give a shit right now.......
~nuff _ _ _ _~
ilek aa bob.. jgn sedey2 ok.. tapi ko kene survive lagik 2thn, aku tinggal sethn jek.. kih kih kih good luck!
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